Hi friend, I'm back.
Yes, right after 23rd, right after my A camp. (:
Today, we talked to each other.
And after so much of talking,
he requested that I have to stay strong.
I agreed, and so, I promised him two things.
1) I'll be strong, no matter how hard the road is, I'll walk, on my own (if he's busy)
2) No matter how busy he is (I'll still let him know if I've got sth to tell him)
I know it's going to be hard ..
But I'm left with no choice.
So, here, I hope
friend,
please remind me when I have forgotten my promises,
please stay through every single thing with me,
please let me know that I don't have to be scared,
please guide me when I'm lost,
please hold on to me when I fall,
& please give me the courage to continue walking.
No matter how much tears flow within,
No matter how many times I fall,
I'll walk this path on my own,
I'll stand up and prove to everyone I can.
I'll be stronger, stronger than every single person.
Friend, you must have been very disappointed w/ me.
2 years ago, you taught me to internalize.
Yet now, I'm still the old me.
But no worries, I'll prove to you before you're back.
I can, stand alone, even w/o him.
I'm going down to playground now.
I'll talk to bigmummy.
& I'll talk to you too..