Sunday, October 24, 2010
Time, I want more time!
It's not that I need it anymore,
more towards I want it!
Simply because I want to do more things!
I've been doing these since school starts:
- Reading pre-reading before lessons.
- Ensuring best understanding during lessons
- Finish up homework on time with quality in it.
- Read up on books resources to understand more
- Revision and notes after lessons to prepare for UTs
I'm satisfied. With the time I have,
I'm still able to cope with all my work.
Well, not looking at the As I've got.
Not too much anyway ~
& Besides these I've been doing,
I want more time to do more things!
I want to ..
- Exercise (Swimming♥)
- Cook pasta
- Accompany boyf more
- Accompany family more
- Sit and relax
- Shop for clothes (Esp pants!)
- & shoes! (2 pairs of them spoilt!)
- Watch movies/other forms of entertainment
- Spend time with lovely BYs: Treat them in Roma Deli/ Bring them to Minds cafe
- Commit in Fotang
- Pack my things
- Wash my own clothes
- Do everything on my own
- Explore places to learn more
- Read newspaper
- ETC!
WOW .. I feel so greedy! HAHAHAHA :P
Okay, anyway, I'll just JIAYOU!
Perhaps not too focus with my school work.
Balance it out, I should feel happier ! YAY!
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:25 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
PasserbyA;
Thanks so much.
Thanks for appearing whenever needed.
Appearing during the times I need most;
and giving me the encouragement I need.
The appearance of you always bring smiles to me.
Not only because of your advices in my tagboard.
But because of your undisclosed identity as well.
Haha! To tell you the truth,
you always leave me with a hope that you are Alan.
This guy I used to like a lot.
But not now anymore
He is still my idol though.
Your words are so similar to him.
Right, But I know you're not.
Cos I've tested it. Nvm,
having a little bit of imagination is still good (Y)
& I know, you should be someone who cares a lot for me.
If not, you wouldn't be doing this.
Okay, anyway. I've got sth which I need advices from you.
Alan went overseas since Sept for a 4 year study in Uni.
I haven't been contacting him since the day he left.
Should I text or send him an email to ask about him?
I really hope to .. But before he went overseas,
we weren't in good terms.
As in, we don't chat as much as friends anymore.
And there's this weird atmosphere which is present.
This atmosphere which can't be describe.
Just feel uncomfortable tgt.
He knows I like him.
Was that the main reason? :x
Should I take the initiative to contact him?
Or should I wait for him to do so,
Awwwwhh! I don't know! D:
Or you doesn't have any stand D:
Hmmmmm, nvmmmmm [:
Anyway, still THANKS!
For being like a guardian angel!
HAHA ! ♥
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:44 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I'm stress because of expectations I have for myself.
If I could ..
I don't want to care about my grades;
I want to just be the usual quiet me;
I want to slack my last semester off;
I don't want to read pre readings every night;
I don't want to do revision every day;
I don't want to force myself to listen well in class;
I don't want to be even a little affected by my grades;
If I could, I would feel so much carefree ~
But ! I couldn't !
Not I don't want to, but ..
I just couldn't bring myself to do that!
Especially when Mrs Chua mentioned about Diploma with Merit today.
I already went so far, so near to this cert and now,
this semester, if I were to slow myself down,
I would be out in this competition.
And it was just that I saw my day 1 grade.
The feeling came back,
the feeling of not being satisfied.
I think, I just need to JIAYOU!
Okay, and since I can't stop bothering about my studies and grades,
I shall go the other way. I should continue caring about it,
and constantly strive for the better ! JIAYOU !
Doing my best for multiple As ~
No Cs shall be accepted.
And these expectations I have,
made me stress ..... D:
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:34 PM
Monday, October 11, 2010
School starts tomorrow !
I'm scared .... again ~~
Instantly recalled hw I used to call staw last time.
Everytime when I'm afraid,
I'll call him.
We've got nothing to chat about.
But I just .... wanted to talk to someone.
Speaking of him, it's been long since we last contact.
And till now, I don't have the courage to contact him.
Hey friend, why not you contact me? :P
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:35 AM
Thursday, October 7, 2010
stay with me for a while.
everything will be okay soon.
bigmummy; hugs.
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 2:44 PM
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Weeehhhh, I'm so happy.
See my 'Wants' section?
I've fufilled so much in my hols.
Yay, continue to jiayou! :D
& 1 Good news!
I've sucessfully passed 清口审查!
So after I 立愿, I'll be a full vegetarian :D
I'm qualified to have my Fotang @ home next time (:
And for the coming yr, I'm attending 模范班.
Yay! 愿大家的道学能够更上一城楼! =)
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:35 PM
Friday, October 1, 2010
I randomly saw this on my ex's current girl's blog;
thought was interesting, shall post it :D
Why don’t boys understand:
1) When we say nevermind, or don’t worry about it- we want you to ask us what’s wrong until we spill our guts.
2) When were freezing- we want your arms around us.
3) When our stomach hurts or were in pain- we want you to lay with us and comfort us.
4) When we cry- we want you to wipe our tears.
5) When we’re upset- we don’t want to be left alone, we want you to stay.
6) When we walk away upset- that means follow me.
7) When we talk to much- we’re waiting for your lips to shut us up.
My great superboy does everything :D
1) Yes, he will constantly question me, until I spill it out.
2) I think most guys does this :D
3) He'll do this if he has the time (:
4) He did, everytime. Love it :x
5) Unless he has got no time
6) We never try this before.
7) No, I don't want to be shut. When I talk, I want to talk, HAHA :D
♥♥♥
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:19 PM
ANNNDDDDD...
YAY YAY YAY YAY!
October is finally here !
Hehe :D I finished my work yesterday.
And left RSYC happily. 圆满了
It's time for me to get to somewhr else.
To continue showering love for people. ♥
Take a break first; my engine will be on again.
On the 12th, I'll get back to school (:
I'm happy ! (:
& I'll make October a good one!
Pampering myself on every first day of the month.
♥♥♥
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY !! :D
Labels: October
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:03 PM
Being flexible