Hi,

Yst wasn't a very nice day.
Teared several times in a day.
In the morning, I was troubled
by choosing between work & fotang.
I was thinking whr should I be on this very day.
In Wharf? Or in my own house?
Wharf would be very busy
cos it's the last Sunday of June.
Just so coincidently, it's our Fotang's anniversary.
Where should I be, big mummy?
Deep down in my heart,
I wanted just to be in Fotang.
The reason wasn't clear either.
If you ask me why, there'll be no good ans.
But I just fought, I just tried.
And in the end, w/ everybody's unhappiness,
I won. But what's the point now, I asked myself.
I won; yet causing someone elses to suffer for me.
Is everything worth it? I don't know either.
I really appreciate marcus for doing so much for me.
I can't help but feel guilty at the same time.
If I had the chance to do you a favour, I would, marcus (:

In the evening, I recevied a letter.
A letter telling me everything.
A letter which made me shocked,
A letter which made me teared.
Thanks XinHua for being thr.
He acc me, though we did nth, & just crap-ed! (:

At night, I teared again becos of the 'war' I fought.
Jag seriously told me, "I give warning letter if you MC tml"
Marcus said, "I'm really tired, how can I cover your shift tml?"
Tiexin said, "Qi, you better not MC! We need people."
I shouldn't have said I wanted to take MC, I conclude.
But well, perhaps I shouldn't even have that thought at all !
Because just 1 more month, I'll be back.
I just have to be a little more patient; yea? ]:

不过说真的，诗棋好想好想回到佛堂去。
好希望自己能够参加每一个活动，
听每一个课程。
真的，好想好想 。。。

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:33 AM

MY IDOL HAS GOT A FACEBOOK ACC !
Omggggg, I'm going crazy ! hahahahahahahaas ! :D
& I found out another fact,
boyf loves my idol too !
I guess he'll be joining us in the fan club !
LOL ! :P

Okay, back to normal;
& I shall update a little (:
My week was average-ly alright. (:
Still, I'm glad w/ chefs around.
Not forgetting fenni sweetie too ♥
A little problems recently.
I was troubled by deciding whether to let fenni know somethings.
Was it better if she didn't know?
I thought, it will be better if they were just kidding infront of me.
If they just wanted to find some topics to talk to me.
But if they are serious,
I thought letting her know will be good.
Blahhhhhhhhhs,
anyway, I told her lars.
I just wanted to let her know.
I think everything is still okay.
Yea right? My dear? (:
And boyf is good,
I love him !
he doesn't only cares about me,
he cares about my friends too !
Thank you boyf ! :D

Boyf and I planned to watch Toy story this week
but didn't manage to cos of some problems :x
He came to fetch me on tue night
And parents didn't want him to meet me so much.
So wed, we cancelled our plans.
I just acc him home ! :D
And today, thurs.
I acc him to some medical check up (:
Dear, I wait for our date again okay?
heeeees. Ohh anyway !
I feel like meeting friends next wk or next next wk.

Lalalaaaaas, I want to take neoprints w/ boyf.
& want to go universal studios w/ him too ! :D
Perhaps we'll go with my parents? Cousins? :P
WOOHOOOOOOO ~
& I don't feel like working tml ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:54 PM

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:33 AM

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:21 AM

Morning sweetie.
I had a good sleep yesterday night
& I'm feeling better now :D
Was experiencing bad headache recently.
Now finally, I'm better (:
Tomorrow dear will be back,
can't wait ! Miss you so so much ! D:

Work is still fine,
except that I haven't been doing my report. :x
I feel touched to have chefs around,
caring for me; haha :D
All of them ! (:
Even Han and Yau,
I think they care a lot for me too :D
Huiting is coming here to work, woooo !~
Hahahaha :D

See you dear, soon !

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:39 AM

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:54 PM

): Hi, hello.
I'm talking to you here cos I'm sad.
Very; extremely

Today should have been a happy day.
Went out with fenni, marcus & mandy.
We went universal studios, really great.
1 word can actually conclude my experience thr.
Impressive! I'm just so impressed by what they have done.
Although there wasn't much to play, there was much to see and learn.
Staw, it's somewhere you can consider going (:
I don't mind being your company, (:
I said I'll bring boyf thr, well, said
& that was hours ago,
it's all different now.

Went sk area to meet boyf at night.
my reason was straight and simple;
just because I really miss him, so so much.
I hoped that he'd take initiative to come too.
No, because he'll be busy, even things are cancelled,
he'll have plans to do other things.
Well, that's okay then.
& He didn't manage to come sk mrt station for me.
So I requested; I wanted him to wait for me just at bakau,
and not to be late, this is the simplest, isn't it?
For me, I've travelled all the way to sengkang.
But still, he disapoint me.
Readers, you might think I'm too demanding or what;
Whatever; you can't feel what I'm feeling anyway.
Can't he just be earlier and wait for me thr,
must he count the exact timing to reach.
My heart sank, I felt so hurt.
I tired to forgive and forget,
the reason is simple again.
Just because I love him, too much.

We only spent short time tgt,
and his dad came to send us home.
I stayed at void deck for awhile before going home,
Was thinking about everything.
Not in the right mind to think.
Because I wanted so much to give up.
I know I love him, but still, I feel like giving up.
Giving up someone I love, isn't that crazy?
Well, I'll think again when my mind is clearer.
I want to make a decision.
If I want to free myself, I will;
I'll walk on my own, no matter how hard it is.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:32 PM