Hi love,
time to listen to all my rants! RARRRR.
Today when I first enter workplace,
everyone was extremely busy!
Okay, not everyone, there were basically 2 staffs D:
As the restaurant was busy, I received many orders too.
I tried my best in my speed for every order.
And thennnnnn, I cut my finger D:
It was really pain & I could see blood kept on flowing.
Didn't had the time to put on a plaster
and so, I just put on a glove to prevent blood from entering the drinks.
Glove was so filled with my blood D:
Awwwwwwhhhhhhs;
Okay next.
It was expected to be asked to work OT.
Like it's the same every week,
on any one day I'm not having OT.
They will sure ask on that day itself, if I could D:
Today, I asked them back, Can I say No? I can't; zzz
And lastly.
Everyday when I'm working in bar,
I give myself the target to finish everything by 10pm.
10pm! I must end work.
However, everyday, I failed.
I'm so pissed w/ myself D:
Tonight, when I finish most of my things,
I waited for last order at 9.45pm
So that after that I'm able to wash my fruit machine.
However, even after 9.45, guest came in.
I saw winnie bringing the menu to them,
and on the way, I asked "Can't order already ya?"
She just ans-ed fierce-ly, not 10pm yet.
WTH! I quieten down.
I didn't even talked back to say that
"excuse me, 9.45pm is our last order"
Why didn't I do that? Just because she sounded fierce,
Just because she is my supervisor.
I'm such a failure !
It shouldn't be like that.
Rules are rules.
If we continue to let customer order after 9.45pm
Staff can't finish their work and go off.
It's not how much guests are ordering.
It's the rule you set, the image you portray.
I feel so fail that I didn't stop her.
The next thing which made me angrier,
is that there was order coming in even at 10.02!
I was so angry that when my parents came,
I totally gave them an angry face and say,
"See, there's still order even at 10pm!",
with Jag presence, I don't even care.
To me; If it's wrong, it's wrong.
It doesn't matter how big you are.
Because everything was so late,
the cashier can't print what I needed.
Hence, I (or whoever is doing bar) have to stay back and wait for that.
You see? It's a series of things that are happening after that;
if we, staffs, allow guest to order after 9.45pm
Arghhhhhs! I just don't feel good tonight!
Thanks love, for listening to my rants/complaints.
Boyf don't have as much time for me like b4,
since I agreeed that I'll be last in his piorities ~
Although he insisted that I'm not the last.
But the fact remains, at least for now.
Only when he is free, only when he have the time,
then, it is for me.Sorry boyf D:
So it's still good having you,
if not I gonna feel terrible on my own D:
Goodnights! :D