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Monday, November 30, 2009

Bad day in school !
I had fun, but but still, not very good luhs.

I woke up early in the morning,
motivated to reach earlier today.
But yet, I'm still quite late.
Reached at about 9.13am.
Thanks twinny for sending blazer to my class :D
Today we had first lesson with Chef Leong.
Hmm, he is okay. Ya, I mean average-ly okay.
But but, I STILL MISS CHEF EDIE ! ):
Whatever it is, I need to learn how to survive for the future 7weeks! (:
Lalala, anyway, okay okay lars. Just have fun lorhs ;D

The very very bad thing about today is my contact lense!
I realised I left one of my conteact lense out of the container yst.
It looks distorted when I realise it this morning.
& Awwwhhs, that's my very very last pair.
My specs is spoilt too. The new one only comes on wed :x
Given this condition, however, I still went to school.
Mainly because today's 1st lesson of Chef Leong's.
I want to create a positive impression.
Cheers for shiqi trying her best!
Cheers for shiqi completing her day with only one lense!
So proud of myself !! YAY ^^

Okay, when I reached home, sis wanted to use my lappy.
Cos for no reasons, hers is spoilt. & She have got ppt to rush.
& Since I've nothing much to do, I called staw ! ^^
Chatted a little bit, not very much.
But I like it that we always try to talk to each other (:
& He voluntarily helped me in sth. Grateful! :D
lalalaaas ! we're meeting soon, yayness ! (:
Ohya, but I think he don't intend to let me know everything.
There was slience when I asked about that.
Didn't manage to get him to share his views.
But somehow, I'll let him understand my views too (:
SEE YOU ! :D

thankyouuuu!
I'll go okay? Just to support you :P
& since you've offered to help.
You're great! :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:07 PM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

This weekend is just not so good.
Perhaps just a very slack one.
I slacked through, knowing that I've many things yet to be done.

Anyway, I wanted to blog today because I've heard so much.
Well, maybe not much enough that I'm able to judge.
Yes, I want to hear more, I want to know more.
But this time, I want to hear it from YOU.
It's been so long since you last shared your views.
Everything seems to have changed,
& it's no longer like we discuss matters out.
& If you think this burden is too heavy for you,
I'm always out to share a little with you.
(I'm only worried that I'm not even fit to.)
Just want you to know that, I'll be with you.
However, I hope you're on the right track.
& right now, I believe you are.

He, talked to me.
Expecting me to change what I think just through that talk.
But I'm sorry, I can't. Not as simple as you think ;
I've yet to listen to what you say.
& I believe, you've got reasons for it.
That is why, I want to listen to you !
I won't start this topic with you,
cos its something I shouldn't know.
I'll wait for you to tell me (:
But yes, I'll call, some night this week.

if you could just share with me.
you just wished for peace, don't you?
I'll be with you, unless I realised you're wrong.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:37 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Wahhh! 2am in the morning, still havent go to bed yet.
It's such a rare thing for me. I don't know why too.
Actually I think I'm tired ): But reluctant to slp :x

Anyway, today's not nice DD:
I wanted so much to go out.
But don't know whr to, dun know who to find.
should have went TH with jasdar & TG with daddy!
Awwwwhhs, like wasted one whole day of mine :x
I really did nothing today; except for slacking !
I don't likeeeee ! Don't like this kind of me.

In msn, I kept browsing, wondering who to talk too.
I don't want to call staw, cos .. idk why also lehs.
But ended up talking to Jared.
He kinda motivated me :D
Thanks Jared ! Jiayou in getting back xD
I like the way he live his life & the thoughts of his.
It's so un-selfish. Cos he's always having the intention to help others.
Ohyaa, FYI; he's a good studying partner :D
After talking, I went to read my book (since i've the motivation alrdy)
After reading about 1/3 of it, I came back to msn
& randomly pick some friends to chat with in msn :D
lalalalaaas, then cont reading again. I think I'm left with half now.
Hope by the time I read finish, will have sth to share on DDH :x

LALALA ~ Today is just not good luhhhhs :x
Don't know about tomorrow, no plans yet.

confidence drop almost immediately;
i knew it wouldn't happen, but i'll try again.
seemed so emo on thurs after what happened.
hmm well, at least you smiled to me ! :D
heees, & if you didn't know,
I actually went thr just to see your smile :P
Ohya ! & today after some reading,
realised I'm still so weak in many areas ! :x

JIAYOU JIAYOU ! :D
I promise to get back, don't want to be lost anymore ..

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 2:02 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

I'm not well; when can I recover?

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:48 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE ! :D
From yesterday night, we were busy prep-ing eunice's bday celebration.
We came up with the idea of a surprise cake and card for her xD
With all these preparation, it actually caused a lot of time.
Somehow, I was late for class this morning.
Adding on, filled with tiredness due to a heavy night.
And and and, there were too many things to complete;
I simply couldn't concentrate on my FA ):
So in the end .. guess what ~
We chose to ZHAO CLASS :x

Feel so sorry for Ms Choo, cos she've always been nice to us.
However, I've my reasons for zhao-ing. & I think they're valid to me.
Firstly, I'm late for class; so no matter what I'll be downgraded !
Secondly, I notice my participation was low in class.
Thridly, I can't focus, as much as I try to, there's too much to be done.
Lastly, after all the preparation and celebration; I'm lacking of time for PPT.
I think this is so so so not nice ! & you know what !
I just checked my attendance today, she marked me present instead of late!
AWWWHHHS, why didn't I check before I go ? ):
Sorry to disappoint you , )':

The sad thing is, everyone make it so happening
to know that a vegetarian wants to zhao class; haiis.
I don't mind if all of them are just joking.
But it does matter if they take it seriously,
cos I don't hope to carry a bad image for vegetarians.
I don't know, perhaps I really shouldn't do it cos I'm a vegetarian?
Or it'll just be okay if my reason for my choice is sensible?

Went cwp to watch Paranomal Activities after that.
With - Sheryl, Huiting, Huda & Syaf
Not nice, totally not reccommended. :x
I felt super dizzy after the whole show & almost vomitted.
After with, chatted with Sheryl till 6plus
& then, HOME SWEET HOME :D

i don't know, kinda feel lost.
How can I explain to her?
How can I apologise?
I feel so sorry ):
Recently I feel so insercure.
seems like I'm getting there;
the place which I've to stand strong & be alone.
Of course it's not nice, but I'm kinda prepared to.
I can only say - JIAYOU SHIQI (;
; smile-staw ^^x

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:55 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

Hellos ! :D
Monday blues, as usual.
hahaas, but I did told myself to try my best.

I shall now share about things which happened tdy:
1. Met huiting in the morning
& found out that her sis is a full time tutor.
Perhaps can refer my indirect cousin to her sis :D

2. Booked huiting on friday morning
for the Gan En Ri; hope everything comes out well !

3. Junliang ate vegetarian today! (:
Was hopping that he'll enjoy, but nope.
Well, at least he tried ((;

4. Presentation was changed to discussion today.
Enjoyed this flexibility of Mr Low. Had a nice day in class ! :D

5. Stood up for what I believe today ! (:
I told the class how selfish it was to kill animals for benefits of yourself.

6. Disagreed on what Mr Low taught/even other facilitators.
In life, we should not be actors - in a way where you smile infront of this person,
& when he turns his back, you started cursing and swearing.
It might be true that the society is doing all these.
But we, who understands, shouldn't follow;
more so, should not be taught to follow.
We should learn to pick up the positive points of that person
& like/respect that person from the bottom of our heart.
凡是人，皆须爱 - You have to love all human beings.

7. Had a great talk with huiting during our journey home! :D

3 cheers for shiqi ; great day today ! :D
P/S - Eunice's birthday on 25th Nov

impressed with myself
when i went out just to see you
it was only for that few secs.
but this literally satisfy me.
please be there -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:35 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Had a busy weekend :x
Went KKH with mum on Sat morning.
After getting her medi;
she was nice enough to shop with me.
hehes, I finally bought my heels !
& bought white based canvas shoes.
Now just need to think of what to ask twinny to help me draw on it :D
Also, bought a blouse; thought maybe I can wear tt for photoshoot.
Lastly, bought some 'inner wears' too.
While trying, the salesperson was daring enough
to come into the fitting room and just ask me to take out shirt.
& blahs blahs blahs; in any case, was a damn paisehh exp. lols x;
Cab-ed to TH cos mum was later for her computer lesson.
Initially wanted to go popo house to pei sis ders.
But lazy, so end up pei-ed mum in TH.
Only at about 645, dad came to fetch us for dinner.
Reached home at about 8plus.
& went twinny's house at 9pm.
Reach thr at about 10pm, they gave me a surprise!
hahas :D listen to twinny present, slacked, played, slept !
& there goes my Saturday ! :x

Sunday morning, we had brkfast at koufu.
& straight after that, I went to meet QSN mates.
Cos we're suppose to ly for llz today.
Yupps, & I kinda spent whole of my today in TG.
Not bad, the part which I enjoyed most was POLAR BEAR :D
Weekends, time passed just like that; so fast yeaaa :x
I look forward to FIRDAY (: *It's a holiday ! :P

being with you is always nice.
just hope we'll chat a little more.
like how we used to be,
you asking to know more about me
i don't know what you feel when we look;
but i know, i just hope we're tgt; someday.
though there's a high possibility we wouldn't,
i'll just go as far as i can, & ♥ will have the last say.
i once tried to get out of this, yes i did it.
but i don't deny i've fell back into this again.
i'll stop here, byebye, see you in real soon time :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:59 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Heyys BLOG ! :D
My UT1 finished on 16Nov (tues)
So have been slacking? hahaas !
Okay lars, not really slacking, resting bahs?
After this week, hope I'm back to normal again.
Ohhya, I've got so much not done you know.
All my F&B wkshts, awwhhhhs :x
I need to finish all of them b4 faci publish grades luhhs ):
JIAYOUJIAYOU ! :x hehees.
Somemore my FA, I think I'm starting to lost.
tml's the end of week 7, & I'm going to say
I've completed almost half of the sem.
& tml tml, will be meeting ray & twinny ! YAY ^^

Ohhhh, and and and; Attachment will start on 1st Mar.
We're suppose to choose 3 companies which we want to work with.
& Hopefully, one of them will accept our resume.
Have yet to have any idea which I should choose.
Life for me is currently okay, everything good & smooth.
& I'm happy I've yet to pon since the first day of school !
I'm COOL :P

i'll stop here, need to do homework soon ]:
BYEBYE; stawwwwwwwwwww -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:19 PM

Friday, November 13, 2009

Hello Bloggy, I'm so so tired ! ]:
Broke down just now; perhaps wasn't able to take it.
After that, I feel better. Yes I'm better now (:
Hope I can really score for FA.
But I'm a little lacked of time.
Will just do my best yes? JIAYOU ♥

Anyway, TODAYYYY :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGEL !
hehes, met her in mac for brkfast.
Planned to give her a surprise;
but failed ! Ended up a funny scene.
Nvm, it's the though the counts :P
Hotcakes brkfast was superb!
Well, mainly because I haven't been eating tt lately.
Was quite delighted to see the 'monopoly stuffs'
hehees, fascinated by it ! :xx
Had usual F&B lesson in class [:
& Studied FA tgt with classmates after school.
It's so good that they've gt weekends to study.
I've got so much that I need to study, yet no time ! ):
ANyways, special thanks to darling for POA bks.
Send those heavy books all the way to my house!
LOVE YOU, DARLING ! :D But you sth next time okay? hahas (;

Okay, going to sleep soon.
Going Malaysia tml for a wake.
Needs to wake up at 6am, awwhs :x
So yupppps, shall sleep soon; ♥

tml jiayou ohh - (:
see you again next time.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:56 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

YOYOYOYO :D

I just finished SQPE UT today.
Whoosh, left with the last UT1.
Monday - Financial Accouting UT.
Hees, then after that can rest abit lers, I guess.
Time flies, now is currently the end of wk 6!
After next week, facilitators will be changed ):
Whatever the fact is, I just need to do my best.

You know, you know.
I discover this today -
你可以表现得很好，甚至是最好；
但要是没人信服你，就算再好，你也失败了。
要做得好，但也需要别人心服口服的敬佩你。
How I derived to this conclusion -
is bascially because 我，不服他 :x

Okayyyyy, need to sleep lers.
hehees, tml need to wake up early.
Actually still considering if I want to attend school ):
I'M SO TIREDDD ! But feel like chiong-ing FA; no time for me to bahs ? D:
Goodnights bloggy ! (:

I've just targetted three, will jiayou;
do help me okay? ♥

I hope we'll meet thr,
though I know we wont;
But still, HOPE ! :x

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:31 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wahh ! Seems like super long never update lers :x
Will not be updating as often due to exams these days.
Having service quality UT tml,
& one more on monday - Financial accounting.
After that will be a little more free, I guess?
hehehee :D

Anyway, today's the 11 of Nov -
ex, if we could last; we'll be 3 yrs already.
forever, loved - (:

wanna go tgt on Sat? x3

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:19 PM

Friday, November 6, 2009

After dayys of not blogging;
I'm finally backkkk ! :x
hahahaas, seems that I'm lacking of time nowadays.
What am I busy with ? :x
Anyway, today was average.

F&B class as usual for fridays.
Lessons was quite okay, &
I'm satisfied with my participation today.
UT1 for HIS was okay too.
I tried my best :D So grades should be okay too right? (:

Time is passing so fast !
Week 5 is over now !
Wow, I've successfully endured 5 weeks! :D
heheehes, though having some days late.
Ohya! I'm super angry with myself when I'm late.
Cos lateness only shows one attitude - 'I don't care' !
& What kind of attitude is this !
The attitude I should have should be;
'I want to learn' ! :D
Now is already week 5,
I don't know how much I can do to not disappoint all I love.
& I think I really love all faciliators I have.
They are simply great ! Classmates are awesome too!

I really want to thank you, from the very bottom of my heart.
& You know what, the better you treat me, the more guilty I am.
I'm guilty for still not achieving up to the best practice which I've set.
Mr Low, I'll continue to strive and I'll do my best - (:
This message, to all other facilitators too :D

& Because I can't disappoint them,
I need to continue trying my best.
My quiet nature is the one which stops me -
But I can't just be defeated by this :x
loves, shiqi -

see you tomorrow !
you'll be thr, you'll smile! :D
OHH, it's NOVEMBER! ♥
Nov seems like the best mth in a year.
It's your mth, sweet ! ((:
& I cant wait for 11NOV; xoxo -
I'm craving for pastamania, date me? ♥

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:26 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hi bloggy :D
Today wasn't a very happy day
due to a couple of reasons.
Firstly, I was late for school again
Disappointed with myself; totally
Simply shows a lack of attitude. :x
Secondly, participation was low;
despite countless reminders by myself.
Thirdly, presentation was extremely bad.
Mr Low commented that I kept looking on the screen.
Forthly, I don't feel like mentioning.

However, on the happier part.
I thought I tried hard today.
Well, not about the being late part.
But during lessons, felt I put in my 100%
Perhaps I wasn't as participative,
but I was listening and typing notes.
Perhaps Mr Low thinks the presentation wasn't good.
But I think that today was well done :D
I did phrase my words properly.
I gave a little more, (the purpose of what we're doing)
I gave (not repeated) examples. (sth extra.)
Hence, pad on the shoulder, good job ! xD

Sometimes, somethings, you know it ;
& You can do nothing about it.
But promises to try your best.
Just hope people have a little empathy,
although it might be of no use;
cos eventually, not everyone does.
Such an unbelivable thing to believe, how silly I was -
Teared, of course. Kept trying to control for today.
I thought and thought, eager to get something out of this.
& Finally, I thought about Mr Ng Kok Lim.
Aren't he on the same boat as me too?
Remember how everything initially started out?
& How did it ended? Perhaps,
he've use his sincerity to touched people.
Simply because of his attitude, willingness and sincerity.
With the borned ability, you held some responsibility.
Mr Ng done his job, so have you ?
Prove to others, you can ! :D
只要够诚意，够尽心，就一定能动人! ♥

♥ ; a talk someday? (:

I promised I'll be strong.
Didn't called you today,
because I know you won't be interested.
Tell me/show me you want to help/listen,
then I'll find you about any problems I have. :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:49 PM