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Friday, October 30, 2009

HELLOS :D TGIF ! hehehes (:
What a tiring week for me.
But at least, week 4 have ended;
fast, isn't it? :DDDD
Soon, just 6 more weeks, we'll be having hols.
And then a few more weeks, sem's gonna end.
Everything is like going so fast ~

You know what, darling.
Attachment is coming ):
& I'm pretty worried about it.
I'm scared that I cant cope,
it's 6 mths you know :x
isn't that easy to live 6 mths in hotel I guess.
My resume have yet to be done
& I'm like left with not even a week!
UT's coming, everything gonna be more stressful.
I'm still trying to endure -
Anyways, things aren't as hard as Sem1.
I just need to get motivated a little more.
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU ! :D

Motivations, please find me this weekend! haha :D
P/S - I know I can't afford to score badly for HIS. :x
Better start studying & make sure you know everything! ):

Will tomorrow be good?
Thanks for your help ; loved -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:23 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I miss youu -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:19 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

No pics to be uploaded for dinner,
it's like so damn luhhs.
an idiot stalker destroyed everything.

Whatever, I'm not in a very good mood now.
& the main reason is because of UT1.
So super siians luhs ! :x
Flooded with mistakes ~
Don't wanna repeat everything here again.
Ask me only if you wanna know. DDDD:
I don't know how much I'll score.
But what's dissapointed is tt I failed my own challenge.
I wanted to see a perfect one, but .. haiis
Napkins was what I'm best at, but I failed.

Blahhhhhs, whatever.
thank god today have gt no RJ.
I'm going out later, just to cool down.
BYEBYE -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:30 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Wahhhh, like so many days nv update lehs :X
hehehees, I'm not very busy, I'm just lazy ! x.x
Lets talk about yesterday first.

Saturday 24th Oct ~
Went to xiao yi house in the afternoon for Enya's bday.
Athough quite siians thr, I managed to stay through. (till 5plus.)
Went home, bath & prep ; then went out again.
Went to Metta Preschool for dinner,
with mum, dad, sis and zhiying.
Food was not bad, service was average.
Got to see some shuai guys thr, haha :P
But I think the nicest thing is to camwhore ! ^^
Pics later yeaaaa :D

Today - Sunday 25 Oct
I didn't go QSN in the morning.
Stayed at home but feel super siians.
So in the end went out to school area. xD
Slacked, went home at 4plus.
& Went Fotang at 7pm.
Short & Sweet, tt's all for my day ! :D

staw, please get well soon.
I've got tons to share with you,
are you willing to hear? (:
i miss youuuuu :x

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:40 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

GOOD DAY ; though it didn't start out good in the morning.
I was late for school today, due to some stupid reasons :x
LOL, and I mean something really stupid, done by meeee :x ahahs.
Okay anyway, I think I'm on time, but marked late. Nvmmmm x_x
Depressed, & I didn't managed to contribute to class discussion.
& That makes me feel more dissappointed with myself. Haiis,
Maybe I just can't score for this module ? Do my best, do my best !

We did something interesting today:
Went CWP to do mystery shopping !
ahahas, cool ! we went optical shop.
Everything was nice, & I wanna reccommend this -
OPTICAL 88 is good, service is excellent ! =D
Had pastamania for lunch ; yuan lai I can eat sth thr :P
hahaas, all thanks to Eunice. She's working at pastamania.
Fun day out & doing presentaion was comfortable. (:

After lesson, went to Terry's dad's funeral.
I wanted to go, because I knew Terry is a vegetarian.
& so, I wanted to go and send my sincerest blessings to them.
I was surprised to know that they belong to h-dao too.
Don't worry, he's going to heaven. lmcb ♥ Be strong.
I thought today was good because I finally voiced out.
Had been wanting to intro h-dao to Angel; but I don't know how.
Since swtz & fmtz told me what are the dos and don'ts during the intro,
I didn't really dared to try out again. That's because I'm scared tt I'll make mistakes.
But today, the opportunity came, and I just tried.
Everything was smooth, I managed to confidently explain everything.
Strength have been accumulated and I guess it's the time to share.
I've done my part. Now it'll be her to decide whether to go or not, no rush.
I feel, I strongly feel, this time I've did the right thing.
It kinda all matched with all shaowei & fmtz taught.
I don't want anyone to come just because they don't want to disappoint me.
Instead, I want them to understand this place is good thus they should come.
Hence, time will be needed for understanding, JIAYOU ! :D

♥ I believe you'll be thr, grant my wish [:
Tomorrow, if I have time, I shall pray.
For you, and you. Because there's limited time.

if I can share my joy with you ~

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:17 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Today we had financial accounting ! :D
You know, I like this lesson too.
hahahaas, no matter how much people say, it's so boring;
I don't think so. I think otherwise -
Ms Choo is very nice, and learning with her is great
FA is interesting, esp when you understand everything.
You know, i seriously enjoy and don't mind doing more practices.
Sheryl is good at this & I'm glad she's willing & have the patience to teach me :D

The 1st 3 days of the week is always filled with joy (:
You know, I don't like Thursday. Idkks, doesn't feel good ):
It seems very very hard to get A for this, idk why.
Constantly having the thought of giving up,
but NO ! I have to try, till the very last week.
I cannot dissapoint Mr Low, he told me that once again today :x

SHIQI JIAYOU :D

1st nov, howhowhow ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:31 PM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Lazy to update in details,
just a few points bahhs (:

1. I'm in love with praticum :D
2. I yawned a thousand times today, I have no idea why.
3. Tried my best to stay enthu, but I think I didn't make it in the morning.
4. Sometimes you do feel tired; when you're coping alone.
Somehow, you hope someone is supporting you.
5. The passion for F&B is still burning within me
6. I miss staw, almost un-describable. Kinda sms-ed him;
but he only replied two letters. Okay, at least there's reply, yes? (:
7. I cannot stop thinking about the upcoming presentation with PT.
But we haven't been meeting up or had we did any discussion, I'm getting worried.
8. Tired to know I still need to endure for 8 weeks before hols. ):
9. Speechless to know sis is spending so much, while I'm trying my best to save.
Limitation to spending $2 everyday, even hestitated so long b4 buying a drink. & Sis is working, she didn't give money to parents but instead, took $ from mum. zzz
10. I should - 回归原来，把心境下

talk to me, again? (:
because this time, i feel 'ok' wasn't enough.
perhaps if you had given me a smiley face, i'll be contented.
anyway, i know this weekend gonna be better ; :D

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shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:26 PM

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I think ex block me ):
It's so .. heart-aching.
Ever since they started,
I knew he had somehow blocked me.
I didn't confirm ; well, how can I?
Anyway, pretty pain huhs?
Just imagine this happening to you ):
Still feel the pain when I thought of how much we used to love.
Really feel like asking him to unblock me.
But, what's the use ? I think he hates me. ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:32 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Hellos :D I just came back from Fotang. [:

Today woke up early in the morning,
went popo house to bai yeye (:
As usual, played with jinrong. hahaas.
Rushed to BXB at 1pm, a little late :x
Overall, BXB was okay.
A few more lessons, then we'll be having hols. :D
Joined DJB after BXB, love the kidds thr, super cute! ^^
Super tired when I reached home, rested for awhile.
then went to QKB. I didn't go for Eng lesson today,
Reason 1, the speaker for chi will be good today.
Reason 2, there's no eng lesson anyway! hahas :x
&& Now, I'm here, back home (:
You know what, darling, I love Saturdays ! :D
That's all for my day, I shall share thoughts now.

Recently school re-open, so as usual; GRADES :x
Getting Bs & Bs & Bs, I wonder how others can do so well.
Kept telling myself grades aren't as important.
What's important is how much I've learn & my attitude.
I want to, whole-heartedly, learn as much as possible & enjoy this process.
Sometimes I really have got lots of questions in my mind.
But I don't really dare to ask. Blahhs blahhs, idkks.
I think I'll just do my best, learn as much as I can :D
& I guess, why am I getting Bs & Bs & Bs,
that's because I've not 尽心 ; 不够尽心，也就不能动人。
I'll strive for it, not striving to get As.
But striving to get my heart to think this -
'I participate because I want to learn, not because of the As.'

I'm finally appreciating DHHM. :D
This diploma is going to train me to be service-person.
& Yes, that's what I want to be. (:
I want to do things that will make people smile.
I want to follow Mr Tye, to be trained how to serve people.
I want to follow Mr Low, to be trained how to talk nicely.
I want to follow Ms Su, to have confidence in myself.
Service culture, I want that; ^^
Bring the service, all the things I'll learn, back to FT.
I believe, more people will be more willing to stay ;
SHIQI WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE :DD
Whatever I do, should always be check if it is in line with my objective (:

thanks for you countless smiles today; (:

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shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:20 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

Woww, after so many days of not blogging,
I finally have the time to blog again :D
Actually had quite a lot I wanted to blog about,
but I think I forgot lers, awwwhhhhs :x
I'll just blog about some I rmb (:

Firstly, yesterday was the first training of Elite Task Force Sniper.
We were taught how to unfold napkins and place it on guest's lap;
as well as holding 2 plates on one hand, & carrying a tray.
Mr Tye was very nice, he keep emphasizing on 'it's fine if you make mistakes';
I like this part of him, that makes me want to learn more.
One friend of mine accidently broke 2 wine glasses,
& he said it was okay; he said that was meant to be. hahas.
Learning with him is cool, & I really, wanna learn ! :D

Next, I had been trying to get P5 maths worksheet out.
However, I didn't managed to do it ):
I went lijin house for scanning, on wed.
But didn't managed to type out the qns
& I thought I just don't have so much time.
So in the end I told Wangqi, hope tml will be fine :x
I feel so bad ):

Blahhs blahhs, don't want to blog lers :P
BYEBYE (:

i don't know, i want some rest;
perhaps a little time to sort our my things :x

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:11 PM

Monday, October 12, 2009

Hellows hellos (:

What's with me these days? Idks.
Not the 'HAPPY HAPPY' shiqi ):
I think I know the reason, not you :P
Anyway, I'll always try to be tt HAPPY HAPPY GIRL (:
Hahaas, I'm happy to meet twinny today!
Like so finally, & her wonderful hugs! hees :D

I wonder if I'm coping well, cos I've no idea. :x
Seems like there's a lot undone ]:
Markings for Pri 5 Students,
Setting papers for them. (2 Chaps)
Practices for OPMS
Understand FA Questions.
Buy all the things I need.
Read the book which I need to present.
ARGHHHHHS; I'm so scared.
Why am I feeling scared right now?
♥ ; I'll just do my best, yes? (:

Just now staw online,
& I got damn high about it.
I couldn't concentrate on my work.
Keep looking at the chatbox,
either waiting for his reply,
or trying to analyze everything I see thr.
He was so so cold to me,
had been like that since fri when I was still in FS.
I don't know what to do, I didn't force anything this time;
All the time we were tgt but spoke nth, I let that be,
cherishing the time; just with him around, perhaps its enough.
I guess, no matter how much we kept distant with each other,
I'll still have the special feeling attached to him,
the feeling of sharing with him every single thing.
& Now, the only thing I can do is smile to him.
I might, one day even lose that ability. He'll go after all.
This doesn't come easy, & that's why I have to cherish (:
I'll wish you well -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:34 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Hellos, the bad days of every mth start today :x
I don't know why, just feel so down-y
I'm still struggling, trying my best to make everything okay.
Actually I'm worried, cos tml's Mr Low lesson.
& I sort of promise that I'll be more active.
I'm worried that I can't make it.
But I guess there's no point worrying,
cos no matter what, I should force myself to do it, yes?
I really don't want to disappoint Mr Low.

I don't like Sundays, cos I'm always scared about school.
After 2 days of not being in school, & suddenly going back.
I don't know, had been having this problem since young.
Anyways, let me share about my day (:

Today morning, I woke up early ;
Knowing that afternoon we had bandao at home,
& tt a lot of people will be coming
thus, our house need to be clean,
& mum need to prep quite a lot of food.
So I woke up early today, planning to help mum as much as I can.
Cos at 11am, I'll be going to QSN.
Thought that Shaowei's lecturing, I wanted to go.
That's why I sacrifice my sleep.
Unfortunatly, I didn't have the chance to hear his lecture.
Yes, I went QSN. But he didnt, he had sth more impt on.
Went back home at about 1plus & tt's when bandao started.
It kinda ended at 3plus, Dad then drive me to PDO,
a meeting for all JDY chaired by fmtz. :D
I was kinda lost, cos I was almost 2 hours late.
But well, I still stayed through the whole meeting.
We discussed until 7pm, I stayed quiet throughout :x
After that, here I am, at home ! Prep-ing for tml (:
Okay, that's all for the day ! BYEBYE :D

i think i'm really not fit to be your follower,
let others be -

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Celebration of ChongZhi & Shen tz 's Birthday ! :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:56 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I'm now having the urge to post.
Cos I feel the sourness within me.

心酸，听妈妈说了一些东西。
觉得世界真的没那么简单。
人，也就像常常在电视所看到的，
同样的情结。我不明白。
一直以来，我相信，每个人都是善良的。
没改变，相信他也有自己的原因。
但，为什么人，就这么的习以为常？
心好痛，为你感到心痛。
面对这样的情况，实在很不容易。
英杰的离开，对我已经这么痛了。
根何况是你，不能想象换乘是我。
记得几年前，我以羡慕的眼神称赞你，
你却对我说，那没什么。因为那一点都不是你要的，
其实我早已猜到了，这也是我最不希望发生的事。
但，事实就是如此。对不起。放下，别恨。
♥ ；我会尽能力，让她回来。

我们来这世界只有两样事；
1 尽孝，2 服务众生
正是这样而已。
再次，请自己再也不要放太多感情在男人了。
会失望，因为他们都一样，不是吗？
我好希望答案并非如此，
证明给我看好吗？♥
不管怎样，要学习，明白这个道理。

我好想哭，就为你而哭。
因为实在太辛苦了，对不起。

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今天，少威说：
如果朋友请你吃饭，你一定很感恩吧。
一定对这个朋友充满谢意，也可能已经打算报答了。
但，如果是父母呢？他们不止请你吃一顿饭，
他们请你吃了无数次的饭，你，会感恩吗？
人的毛病: 习以为常；因为习惯，所以觉得是理所当然。
要懂得，感恩与满足 (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:45 PM

heyys my dearest bloggy! (:

Yesterday night was not bad.
hees, spent my time slacking thr.
Cos you know, I don't dare to sing. :x
Went Toa Payoh B-Box, not bad ehhs.
But I think I still dun like to be awake in the midnight,
not having any specific thing to do.
cos, haiis, it does make me recall of ex.
My coussy, somehow, also made me recall of ex.
I guess he look like him, feel like him;
the way my cousin sms/talk to his gf.
the way they try to crap and make us laugh.
Yst, I teared, not very badly, but it still hurts.
Was thinking how long we had been tgt,
all the things we had done tgt. I dun like tt.
But I seriously miss ex. ):
Reach home at about 2am. Had a gd slp,
& Went BXB during afternoon.

BXB was fairly okay (:
It's a blessing for me to listen to shaowei's lesson.
I thought we had QKB tonight,
but no, I was wrong (wrong info I guess).
)): I miss QKB a lot a lot ! :x
When we reached home, I helped mum with hand-washing clothes. :D
Sis helped mum with cooking & dad make juices for us.
Mum was resting cos she's very tired I suppose.
Then we had dinner tgt, I like this type of lifestyle (Dinner tgt xD)
Later gonna pack a little of my things ! ((:

Plans for next week ;
I wanna meet twinny.
I wanna go for fotang lessons (wed,thurs,sat).
I wanna try a little harder, JIAYOU :D

your smiles; forever so amazing ! ♥

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:57 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

I'm back from school,
done with all my hmwks.
Today's a Friday, thank God! :D
& I can now go out,
I'm going out now.
Going K to celebrate bday (:
Hees, I'll get going lers, BYEBYE :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 6:23 PM

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

GOOD NIGHT BLOGGY ! :D
Today was okay,
I was in a new grp,
got to know everyone thr.
All of them are nicee peeps! ((:
Lesson ended at about 3.30pm,
it'll be the same for every wed; YAY!
I thought this faci was extremely apporachable.
Thanks Ms Choo Nee, you're great! :D
Went swimming with dad&mum this evening,
it's like so finally! & I'm happy, cos I love swimming :x
Delicious dinner we had, my days had been happy happy.
Living life in this way is great, perhaps ; (:
Without you, I'm still happy & good.
In fact, I'm surprised, but it's the truth.
I think I can depend on no one,
because someday, I need to be alone.

Okay, so happy happy is one good thing.
But I know my mood will be damn down at least once a mth.
Bear with that, maybe just for a little while.
Cos I know I'll be back to normal.
I just hate the cryings I need to face every mth :x

iloveyou ; who's the you?
EVERYONE :PPP
GOODNIGHTS [:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:17 PM

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Nothing much to update,
lazy to update too ! :x

Today's the 2nd day of school.
Had praticum with Tye (:
Met this faci called Miss Su,
wow, she's ex Raffles Inc Manager.
Cool, I would want to chat with her.
hahas, today's lesson was good.
You know, its the same ;
I'm happy without presentation! :D
Was chatting with Mr Low just now in msn.
He ask me to do well in my studies,
& I said I'll try my best.
Then he say he'll take that as a promise.
OMG, scaredddd :x hehees, anyways,
yes, I'll try my best ! =D
& I really need to talk more in class ):

kays kays kays, time to say BYEBYE :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:50 PM

Monday, October 5, 2009

Updates for yesterday (4th Oct) & today (5th Oct)
HAPPPY DAY YESTERDAY (:
It was my last day of holiday
& I decide to go out to enjoy,
rather than staying at home to get nervous abt it.
Went to BXB in the morning as usual :D
1st time kind of heard shaowei's scoldings.
Well, perhaps he didn't scold, he was just being firm.
How scary was that, & it literally hurts me. ):

In the late afternoon, went out with parents.
We went to Marina Barrage for PCF Family Day.
I think it was very fun luhhs, though extermely hot.

This is how we started :D

They are the cuties there !

Dad, so RED-DYYY :X

Sustainable Singapore ! ^^

The big white ball ? ahaha :s

9 Facts about Marina Barrage

Me & Dad, SINGAPORE <3

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Today's lesson was quite okay (:
I'm happy as long as we don't have to present!
I guess tml will be like that too,
we don't need to present! YAY ^^v
BYEBYE, I need to do work now :x

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:01 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

YOYOYOYO :D
I just got back from BXB.
Shall do some updates for yesterday, 3rd Oct.
Yesterday morning I had a good slp, untill 11am.
Didn't go ECP to see aunt baptised
Cos sis say she don't know which part too :x
So in the end, we went BXB, hehees (:
They did some homework &
we had some games after tt, cool !
Wangqi&Wanghwa really bought a lot of games worrs :x

Reached home at about 4plus;
then started to prep things for night.
I rested at about 5plus cos I was simply too tired ):
hmm, night was good.
We started house qing zhu @8am.
Lee tz & family joined us this time,
hence our hse was quite filled with people.
After Qing Zhu, the 'children' went to playground to play.
'Children' - Jie, me, melanie, zhiying, zhanting, rouci.
We also asked huijun & huiwen along since we're near their blk.
The adults went to the park to walk, I guess :X

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This is how we started ..

Our progress (:

Zhi ying, Hui Jun, Hui Wen :D

Zhanting, (he kept playing with this; tsk!)

the sweetie melanie ! :D

Towards the end, we made a heart (:

Trying to take group pic, but a little too dark :X

Brighter ! & with all girls inside ! ^^v

A few of us ! heehees, <33

HuiWen & HuiJun ((:

Played till 10plus with these girls ! :D
Then went to meet QSN mates :x
Thanks daddy cos he sent me thr,
if not i'll be damn late, suppose to meet them at 930 :x
Glad to see about 15 of them there. :D
Had a fun time with them too,
luckily wq&wh brought games thr.
We played till about 1am :x
& I walked home cos no bus lers ):
Some pics to share, most pic with qiuyue. :x

When I just reached there ..

Nice shot, like shaowei's bday; lools! :x

We played this too (:

Super nice ♥ ('Planted' by shaowei ;x)

Wanted to make the place nice when we leave :3

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 1:45 PM

I just reached home ; super late right ? :x
Tomorrow when I'm free then I blog about today 3rd Oct.

BYEBYE ((:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 1:23 AM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

I just got home not long ago. :x
So yupps, let me blog about 2nd Oct okay? (:

Went to harbourfront to meet friends at about 11am.
Before meeting them, went sis's office 1st !
Wahhh, cool ehhs. I see many many shipps. hahas.
While waiting for some latecomers, we went burger king 1st.
Then 10 of us, went sentosa tgt ! :D
Linda, Rach, Huda, Francene, Shiqi ;
Jared, Raph, Rui Yang, Des & ET.
Slacked, played, chatted (:
Gervin joined us after that.
& Me, huda + Gervin started building sand castle :x
Cos we're not getting into the water while the rest went x;
Until 3 plus, went to bath, and off we left sentosa :D
Reached Vivo @ 5pm & realise I was kinda late.
So I rushed to sis's office to get mooncakes, then back home.
Shower, change and prepare, I rushed to bugis again ~
Celebration for Xiuling's bday started at 7pm,
but I was damn late luhhs ; 8pm ): Paisehhhs :X
Anyways, we really had fun together !
heehes, we eat 1st, then went arcade.
Tired so many times in getting those bears.
So in the end, got 2 -
A sitch for lijin & pooh for xiuling (:
GOOD DAY ! =D

tml most probably not going BXB :x
Cos aunt will be baptised tml & I wanna go see [:
hehes, skipped BXB once should be okay bahs.
Let myself rest abit & go out explore !
& I'm super looking forward to tml's party with ft mates again!
Tml all JDY gonna meet tgt & we'll celebrate lantern's festival ♥

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For pics in Sentosa & xiuling's bday,
I think friends will tag me in facebk.
Pics not with me, their phone are a lot better ! :x
But here are sone zilian pics I took today ! :PPP
& I begin to like hats more & more :X

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:28 AM

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Helloos (: So tired again :x
Morning went to bukit timah hill,
with mum, dakor & his family.

Like the endless staircase ~

Managed to conquer 408 steps !
Great sense of satisfaction ! :D

But after tt damn tired luhhs ):

Rest awhile at home, prepare;

then went to woodlands to meet twinny (:

Went twinny's house, slacked !

Anyways, I really love the eeyore thr :x

&& Not forgetting the salad too ! <33

Slacked until 6plus, then went bugis to meet hongwei.

I was like late luhhs ! I reached at about 740pm.

Late for close to half an hr, so super guilty ):

Everything was pretty okay, hhehees (:

It was good that we managed to get a hat !

i think we couldn't ;
perhaps you would say I'm so easily influenced.
Idks, but I really don't want to make you slow down.
You've got more that have to be complete,
We'll just live our life happily (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:21 PM