Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Nights again, Bloggy (:
After blogging, I shall slp :D
Dressed nicely, I went back to fairmont.
Was expecting to meet RJ/whoever.
I was so looking forward to this :x
Sadly, no one. & I don't know why,
I just left like that, simply left after my things were done.
However, a little happy that I gt to see YeeRae.
When she saw me, she said 'hi shiqi!'
& I turned, I can't really regonise her. :x
I was thinking how come this girl know my name.
Take a look at her name tag, OHH ! YeeRae :X
hahahas, sad that I forget to take pic with her ):
I didn't manage to take pic with Uncle Ismail too :x
I hope we need to go there to get pay,
then I'll have more chance to see them ! YAY ^^ Came home, marked the papers of my Pri 5
Sleep for a couple for house cos I was too tired.
Woke up, & went dinner with dad & mum.
We went Lot1 & dad spent 700+ on mattress, pillows, etc ):
Reached home at 8pm, laze around;
& realise I need to get my worksheet for the P5 done!
Cos I'll not be free all the way till Sat, blahhhhs :x
I think I just finished them. (SHIQI IS GOOD :P)
Hols is really coming to an end ;
honestly, we're left we few days.
& yet I can still be going out rather than prep-ing.
Thinking about it, I don't know what to prep too.
Maybe prepare my xin qing? But how? ):
Activities are still packed for me !
Tomorrow morning - Bukit Timah Hill (With mum, dakor & family)
Tomorrow afternoon - Twinny's house (Look forward to salad!)
Tomorrow night - Meet Hongwei to Bugis/Orchard (^^)
Friday - Sentosa Outing with E66A !
Friday night - Xiuling's bday celebration.
Sat afternoon - BXB as usual (:
Sat night - Qing Zhu at home.
Sunday - QSN BXB :D
*Before school starts:
- I need to alter my pants/skirt
- I need to check my class
- I need to check days to wear formal
- And the list goes on ..this holiday is really a wonderful one,I feel so satisfied with it.Because I'm filled with things to do.I don't think I need a rest, I'm doing good. (:Perhaps, because ex left me& that's why, I can do more; A blessing in disguise (:♥ ; thanks for what you've done.Continue to shower blesses if you can (:Labels: a wonderful holiday
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:20 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Wanan ! Bloggy I think I gonna slp soon.Having real bad headache now ):Was it the afternoon sun ? Idkks. :xToday was mostly spent doing cards& preparing chocolates for Raffles Inc.Ferrero Rocher & small card - Everyone in RI.Toblerone & Self-designed card - RJ & ChrislieSmall Ferreor Rocher and Thankyou msg - Uncle IsmailTomorrow if I rmb to take pic, I upload here okay? (:Went lot1 to meet up an online girl& I finally got my leggings-skirt ! hehes :DCame home, continued with the cards.& Now headache siaaa ): SOBS !Anyways tml morning sure going Fairmont ders.I wanna try to reach at about 9plus or 10am (:Kays luhhs, nothing much to blog lers.Ohhhya! W34F outing cancelled ):I won't get to see all I misses; esp Duwei ):Nvm bahhs, don't think so much !Cos I really wanna slp nowwww ! :X♥ ; please bless twinny,,byebye staw; sms me lehhs :x
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:08 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Hehehees, hell0s (:I'm looking at RJ's pic & I'm getting high about it.OMG, I super miss him luhhs ! & Chrislie too :xAwwwhhhhhs ): Miss them lots.Let me go fairmont tml; Gonna send some chocos xPhttp://www.facebook.com/home.php#/photo.php?pid=3066737&id=575176720I wonder what happened, & if I had caused him troubles :xOkay, shall stop being high about the fairmont thing ! hahahas :XToday I finally had a good rest (:Woke up at 9plus, met twinny at 1pm.Twinny doesn't seem well these days,hope everything will be okay for you soon. ♥Espcially you laptop problems ):Got to eat Mayo Egg Subway ! :D& met Tye when I was eating thr. (HappyHappy!)Twinny went to my hse for awhile.Got to teach her just a little bit of fotang things, but I'm happy with tt ! (:She went orchard to meet yawen they all at abt 5plus& I went to meet mum; both of us bus-ed to bukit timah later on.I still love the shop thr ! I rmbed I used to visit that shop quite often when I was young.It's always so little people thr that I can run around without shoes & try tons of clothes.In the end, we bought 12 items ! hahahaas, quite a lot right ?Spent close to 200, well, I think still okay larrs.At least now, I've gt more clothes :PThat's about it for today ! (:RJRJRJ ! I don't know why I miss him so much :xbleahhs, anyways staw, I miss you to the max too ! ):Labels: clothes, huggs♥twinny, many misses
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:46 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009

Work in Fairmont Singapore :D

Nice uniform & hat ! COOLLL :P

Chrislie & Me (the Super nice&fun girl)

RJ & SQ (My big brother there ♥)
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Hellos sweet ! I'm back (:
Today's my last day of work !
Work hadn't been very nice 2 days back.
Because there was this girl who kept scolding me.
I don't know if she was just bu shuang with me.
But nahhhs, just don't care bahs ! & don't talk to her much.
Working had been a nightmare when I met her.
Luckily, today she didn't come; claimed to be sick.
Whatever the reason is, I'm happier without her.
So in conclusion, I think peeps of Raffels Inc are angels !
They are just so damn nice to everyone luhhs ! :D
I love RJ & Chrislie the most inside thr,
perhaps I spent the most time with them too.
Gratitues to all other people thr [:
Manolo, Lemuel, Munish, Peddy, Sandra, ChiaYing
Shalini, Jaqueline, Michelle, YeeRui, etc etc (:
Anyways after working thr for a week,I like to meet the guest there;& we'll chat too, hehehehes (:All of them are very nice,they're always asking if I'm okayesp when the tray I'm carrying are filled with things.I still think this kind of job is suitable for me.Cos it's always filled with warmth when I greet guest.And after a little bit of talking, we'll be chatting more after tt.Serving them is simply a pleasure to me ! :DI seriously think Fairmont Singapore rawks ! ♥takecares ahh, sorry to disturb you for 3 days.Labels: Last day in Fairmont
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:02 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I'm in love with Fairmont.Enjoyed these 3 working days.I've also learnt a lot, thanks to all nice peeps thr.Perhaps 3 more days, & I'll have to leave this place.Somewhr I belong, somewhr I love so much. ):Worked in front office yesterday.I thought working thr was relaxing, hahas.Initially, I was the doorman, cool yea? ahahas !Yupps, so I help to open door and greet guests.Uncle was like a professional, he knew everything thing, in and out.Well, most probably because he had been working thr for 20over yrs.Easily, he got tip from guest. & He shared half with me, nice bahhs? :xHalf of my day was spent like that while the other half was spent in office.Blahhs blahhs, everything was okay ~ no difficulities yet (:& Today ! I'm back to ECF (Raffles Inc.)hees, & I met this new guy called RJ thr.He's damn nice luhhhs ! Like a big korkor.hahahas, must rmb to take pic with him :xHe taught me quite a lot too, happy happy !We had our briefing at 2pm, cool ;tt's when I see the whole team being so united,working towards just one goal -turing moments into memories for guest.I'm seriously impressed ! Raffles Inc RAWKS :DOhh! hahas, & ya; I was given a new status today.Director of Fruit Bowl ; like so LOL luhhs ! hahahasBut it's main thing is to tell me what I have to do,so mainly taking care of fruit bowls and sending them to rms.You know, I'm actually worried about tml :xHELP, I wanna call you. But I cant right?Cos if I do, you're stop this thingy with me.I can't cross the line, I know this very well.JIAYOU, if tml I met problems then I tell you okay? ♥Labels: in love with fairmont, Raffles Inc, urge to call you
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:16 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
My first day in Fairmont Singapore!Okay, my impression of this hotel started out great.& I hope this last till the last day of my work :DFirstly, the location is good (Near City Hall MRT)I can easily take 960 & I'll just have to cross the road to reach FS.Secondly, their uniforms are comfortable !So we feel at home/very comfortable when we're working (:Thirdly, the people there are as smiley & friendly as Capella's.Forthly, there's VEGETARIAN ! :DAdding on, we get free flow of drinks.Fifth, work wasn't as tiring, it was nicely-fun instead ^^& .. the list goes on ~ (HAPPY HAPPY)Let's talk about my day [:Met other Front Office peeps at Cityhall at 9am.They had mac as brkfast, while I slacked thr with them.Reached Fairmont by 10am.They brief us a little, show us around,get our uniforms and name tags done ~4 of us ; but 2 will stay in front officewhile 2 will be helping out in Executive Club Floor.My wish came true, I was being posted to ECF. Yayness ! (:A little F&B here & thr, hahahaas.But this place is for special guest to come in for free food & drinks.New experiences, hope this stay cool ! :DTml shold be helping out in Front Office,cos heard that they need more people.Probably many guests checking in tml, for F1.Yesterday was pretty worried about today's work;so I sms-ed staw :x To ask if I could call ~He normally takes a long time to reply,but not this time. I received an immediate okay.it didn't start out good, we don't know what to say!hahahaaas, so he laughed a little & say 'errh, wanan?'hahahhas! I followed too :x But he's nice,he started asking 'you called cos you're scared tt tml gt sch again?'LOL, clever him ! somewhr thr, just that this time is work not sch :xthen he start the ball rolling & ask lots questions ~& we started to chat casually, nice isn't it ? (:After chatting for like 50mins, which he have to slp soon,we ended our call, & I feel totally good ! Knowing he's around :Di don't know how long this last,but i know i'll cherish every moment given.Labels: Fairmont Singapore
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:03 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
YOOO ! I'm finally back home :D
hahahahas ((:
Went out since yst morning,
& now, finally got to rest at home ! :D
20th Sept; Sunday ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY !! =D
hehees, celebrated birthday for twinny.
We went pasir ris park,
& move on with our planned activites.
Was really a hot day ):
But, hot day better than rainy day yea? :x
Some problems occurred, but it's normal bahs (:
There are bound to be hiccups no matter how good you plan :x
Completed the 2 main activity & headed back to shopping mall.
Cos too hot lers, & very tired ):
Slacked for quite some time in Mac !
After that, went Yawen's hse to collect cake;
& Surprises for twinny !! :D
Pizza-ed in twinny's house, thanks her ahhyi!
Haahas ! & her the adults damn funny derrs, I can't stop laughing thr ;x
Stayed in twinny's house; YAY, so twinny, yawen & me tgt ! <33
I slept at about 3plus ): Can't tahan lehhs ! ahhahas :x
But both of them power sia, twinny only slept at 6plus.
& By 6plus, I don't know why I suddenly wake up lers,
So chatted with yawen, listen to her story (: hehees, Jiayou ehhhs! :D
21st Sept; Monday ~
Me & Yawen chat till 10plus until twinny wake up (:
Slacked, pack up; then we went to have brkfast/lunch.
After which, I headed home ! I don't know why, but I really miss home ):
Came back, for 10mins only, changed, pack things;
then off to grandma house lers :x
So tiring ): But hai hao lars, better than stay home nth do, hees(:
Just came home, later go bath, then sleeping soon.
TOMORROW WORK LEHS ! SOBS ):
Super scared ders :x Please make everything smooth okay? x;
Will upload photos when I received them ! :DD
GOOD JOB SHIQI ! ♥
If I need you, can I still call? :x
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:34 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
HELLOS (:
I spent almost the whole day baking yst.
& True, I can't get 3 done for whole day ):
Maybe it's because I slacked too much? :x
Todayy ~~
Happily went BXB in the afternoon :D
I think everything was great;
Went out at night & hence didn't get to join QZ at home ):
But being out gave me a whole new exp today <33
Anyyways, shall not blog much now;
do my thing, then slp lers !
Tomorrow need to wake up early to prep too;
hope everything will be smooth, LMCB (:
&&& JIAYOU SHIQI ♥i felt stronger without you,but still, feel like clinging on to you.i don't know yet ):but i know clearly, if you do, i will (:
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:59 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Wed 16Sept :D
Half day was spent slacking.
Went plaza at about 4plus, just to buy butter!
Then started to bake orange biscuits (:
Make until 7pm, realise I was late for meeting :x
Refrigerate the dough (it was suppose to be like tt)
& rushed down to hongwei's house ! ;x
But you know what, I was the earliest ! )):
lools ! meeting supposingly starts at 7pm,
but we ended up starting as late as 745pm.
They were very concern about me not having dinner
so hongwei offered some pastries to fill my stomach (thx!)
Home-ed by 11pm & continued making biscuits (:
Make until midnight lehhhs )): Post pic tml okay? (: ------------------------------------------------------------
Thurs 17Sept, Today
Woke up & waited for qiying to come; she wanted to print things.
While waiting, chatted quite a lot with Viperer
& he asked if we could meet. Initially stood strong abt not meeting,
but after chatting more and more, i considered ~
If one day we were to meet, that must have been a rash decision.
Cos if I were to sit down and think a little more, I wouldn't have do so.
Went out with Angel in the afternoon (:
Supposingly having celebration with Rena,
but she can't make it today ): so yeaaa
Walked & chatted in lot1; happy happy! :D
After that, meet up with yixin&siyu !
Wahhhh, it's like finally after so long ! hahahas (:
Yupps, told them the brkup story )):
The brave shiqi didn't tear, although I know its pain :x
Updated each other about our life,
good to see that we're all fine & happy ! :DLabels: if everyday's learning; everyday's good (:
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:53 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009


SUPER TUESDAY ! :D
I, independently went to quanqidao this morning,
initially wanted to have a tuina session.
However, realise things aren't going as expected,
hence told tt person i don't wan it lers.
Bus-ed to twinny's place,
& went to meet yawen, melissa at about 1pm.
Pool-ed ! Was duper fun ! still ♥ pool a lot :P
After that, went to rivervale mall;
bought dinner & hand accessory.
Headed back to twinny's hse
& CAM-WHORE ! SUPER FUN :P----------------------------------------------
PICS ! Enjoyyyyy ~ (:
The 1st hand accessory I got today!
(Given By lovely TWINNY ! :D)

Reflections @ bus-stop (:

Me @ Kovan Pool place :P

SHIQITWINNY & LISATWINNY !

Me & Melissa

Me with unique xiaodingdang! xD

NICE ! Hand accessory ! ♥ ♥ ♥ !
Twinny brought me to Daiso to buy :D

P.S - Twinny will be my fashion teacher!
& I'll be her chinese teacher :DDDDD
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:47 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Career Inventory Test Results | Extroversion | | 60% | | Emotional Stability | | 26% | | Orderliness | | 73% | | Altruism | | 70% | | Inquisitiveness | | 46% |
You are a Persuader, possible professions include - entertainer, recruiter, artist, newscaster, writer/journalist, recreation director, librarian, facilitator, politician, psychologist, housing director, career counselor, sales trainer, travel agent, program designer, corporate/team trainer, child welfare worker, social worker (elderly services), interpreter/translator, occupational therapist, executive |
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9.05am, 15sept -- Updates for 14sept
I've been wanting to know what kind of career suits me,
so I went to the webby & took a few quizes.
hmm, it's time to really sit down & think whr I want to head.
But so far, no whr yet ! ): I'm always so direction-less ):
Gonna explore & check out more 1st yea ? :D
Had been staying at home for the whole day !
& it's really bored ): I don't know what to do. :x
because for the 2 weeks of hols I've spent,
I went out almost everyday. If I didn't,
I would at least have a little smth to complete.
But not yesterday, felt that I had nothing to do.
Well at least, I didn't waste my day away :x
I read 34 pages of my current book (这样修道就对了!)
Helped mum with cutting fruits & washing dishes.
& A little bit on the web :xx
14sept#Learnings
If you have time, spend it to do things you aren't familiar with;
because you will left with lesser unfamiliar things to do when you have lesser time.
So when similar things come again, you know what to do.
八德 :孝、悌、忠、信、礼、义、廉、耻
八德里任你选一个,明白一个就够了。
要把自己选的一个真真明白,真真通。
不只是明白/通,还要行的圆满。
我,连最简单,最基本的孝,
都没掌握得很好,可不明白孝。
但我知道,我有两个最喜欢的- 孝,礼
希望有一天能把这两德做的圆满!
i'm fine & good (:
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:25 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Today was my first day 'getting back' ! (:Little bits here & there :D I'm good, on my way.Went out to Hwa Jin for brkfast in the morning,still like this family resturant a lot.We see them grow, from just another stall in hawker;to having a the whole place themselves.That group of people, must haven been a great team!They should have already developed the sense of belonging thr (;Impressive place ; it's at bukit batok btw :DReached QSNbxb by 11am.Was at the void deck trying to tie up my hair,cos I don't dare to go up without hair being tied.While doing so, I suddenly saw fmtz appeared ! :xomggg, nervous nervous ! hahaas, but okay lars, we gt up tgt.Book-sharing session started at 1.30pm& guess what, it ended at 7.30pm :xLonnggg yea? 6 whole hrs, but I enjoyed ! =DI think I ordered 3 bks from her, & if there are stocks, I'll be able to get more! COOL ! :D& The gd news is, we are allowed to attend twice a mth,instead of the normal once a mth;for the bk-sharing, we'll just share once a mth can lers,the other time we're thr, we'll just sit & listen ! interesting yea ? (;I'm super super looking forward to all these lessons in my hols ♥Got back hom at 8pm, & out with youxin at 9pm;went for a fajar walk & mac ice-cream; back by 10pm ! :DThis concludes my day (:& I shall spend a little time on my own,reflecting on my life. though I don't know whr to start with,I'll just try my best (:Read this somewhr, & I think I'll do it this time.If you love, let it go. Because what's yours will come back& If it's not meant to be yours, no point holding on too.So yes, let it go .. &byyes ;we'll manage by ourselves (:Labels: BYE ♥
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:25 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009

Day was good, everything was smooth. (:
Went bxb today, & everyone of us went lib tgt.
In lib, my friend & I talked rather than read! :x
After that, we ate Mac ice cream together :D
hahaas, anyways, I didn't stay for dujingban.
Went back cos I wanted to prep a little for night's lesson.
But in the end, was chatting in msn & resting :x
Night's presentation & show was still okay.
Shaowei was thr in thr rm for the whole time,
I thought I would be super stress, but I manage to be okay (:
My day, & that's about it [[:
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I am, very much, dissapointed with myself.
Days back, in around July-Aug;
I was constantly calming my heart,
I was almost free from disruptive thoughts,
I was able to use a fair heart to treat everyone,
I was free from flashbacks,
I was living the fullest out of everyday,
I was least in expecting, yet most in giving,
I was in everyday, egaer to learn & improve,
I was, I was.. Back then, everyday was an improvement.
But now, I realise I've stopped; no idea when this started.
Putting a stop, is never good. I can walk slower, but not a stop.
I've stopped to keep my heart away from disruptive thoughts,
I've stopped having that same egaerness for everything ..
In any case of how much I've stopped,
I think I need to get back, to the same right spot.
& I'll come again, with more determination.
I want to continue what I did, I want to improve.
Now I seem to be going out almost everyday.
However, I should not neglect my own time for thinking.
If I want to go further, I should always think, 思考
You'll see a stronger shiqi coming ! :D
Nothing much to say to you,
gonna just leave you with a smile (:
I'll get back ,, (;
♥ ; stay close, I'll do my best & you'll do the rest (:
Labels: Getting back
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:27 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Today started off as a really cool day !hees, cos was in school bu 8.30am.All ready to serve the principals.They were from all other polys coming for meeting.Superb ! & I got to see those kind of big meetings!hahaas; angel & me initially served them brkfast.Tye was a really nice facilitator I met today (:He words are forever so encouraging :DNot only brkfast, all 7 of us also serve lunch.From soup, salad, main dish to dessert ;& I truthfully had an enjoyable time learning thr.Rare chance yeaa, was happy I actually went (:Got to see facilitators dressed as chefs cooking for themhehehes, initially chef edie wanted to cook for me ders,cos i'm a vegetarian. :x But he accidently added garlic to it,ohhhnoooos ): then I can't eat lerrs :xBut they did ask TRCC to prep sth for me, thanks ! :DAlso, we got to eat super ex chocolates (which I forgot from whr)& some chocos thr gt alcohol inside ders, cool huhh !But of cos, not my type :P I didn't eat those,only ate those without alcohol, damn nice luhhs !Everything was suppose to end at 2pm,but draggg till 4plus ): Cos faci loves to talk!ahhaahas, no lars, not only them, we like to listen too ! :XI realise sth ehhs, people from this industry are very different.they know a lot of values, they understand a lot of things,just because they've got too much experience &environment forces them to understand.Not easy to survive in this industry, hence,people who survived, should have went through really a lot !I truly admire the way they do work, so steadyyyyy :DYou know, when you talk to a thinking person,you'll normally feels like talking more to him/herso much more than a talking to a non-thinking one.& the fact is that you can feel it. x;Yuuupps, we had our debrief & tt concludes our day (:Let's hope Ben & Tye would be my faci next sem :PDidn't have a really good night;& i think i'm gonna fall back.flashbacks are really flooding me,how many times did I see 11 today.How many times did I thought of how we used to beHow many times did I imagine how you were now.I'm going to brkdown, yes soon ):If I don't wake up in time, I'll brkdown.I still feel the hurt, the tears are always here.I dun want this to follow me forever, it's painful.i know you did, but we didn't ;sorry, perhaps for the msg.I can't rely on you right? let me fall..Idkks, let me learn how to heckcares [;you just dun understand & you didn't even want to..♥ ; be with me, at least for tonight. I'm so weak now ):
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:57 PM
I just reached home from FT meeting :xRealise that all fotang mates are sweet & caring!Today we planned out what we were going to act for Sat's lesson.loools ! & I was told to be the Mummy ; hahahas !Lishan was saying tt all of them very funny,ask the youngest to be the mum :x LOL, true!hahaas, but I guess it'll be fun :PMeeting today was cool ! had a lot of fun, hees.All of them are schooling, I guess all are busy ;so I shouldn't be thr saying I've gt too much to do.Cos all others, they've got much more !I should be sharing their burden. (:I was appointed to do a wrap up after the skit.& Lijin was very nice to ask if I would be too stress;My ans was no, I took that task str8 from the start.This is the shiqi I wanted to see; fearless & capable !Wraping up/conclusion had always been an important task in FTbecause in all conclusion, we must wrap up nicely &make sure message of the day is being sent to all others.On my way home, I received msg from lishan asking if I was on bus;she was actually very worried about me going home on my own.how nice was that, the feeling of being loved & cared for.I'll make sure I do the same for all my didi meimei next time ! :DUpdates ; 11sept - Serving Principal in School (8.30am - 1.30am)11sept - Award ceremony for good students (7plus till 9plus)12sept - Tuition + DuJingBan (1pm - 430pm)12sept - Carry out lesson for QKB (8pm-9plus)13sept - Qing Shao Nian BXB :D (11am - 1pm)13sept - Book-sharing session (1.30pm - unknown)Busy, busy, busy !But don't forget, busy is an enjoyment too ! :Dsorry i called so late :xsorry what I hope didn't came true,because you didn't appear at all.it's okay, i think tml you will ;& i'm 90% sure ! takecares, seeyou!
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:16 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
BOO ! Hellos ((:Just came back home :xWent yishun with mummy ;cos she brought me to tui na,had been experiencing pain on my back for weeks.When we reached thr, we realise that it was their lunch time ):So we went to eat and shop around 1st.Mummy bought a pair of shoes again !hahahaas, nowadays we like spend a lot lorhs :xAnyways, I realise yishun changed quite a lot ehhs.Last time when still with ex, yishun is somewhr I always go.But not now .. ): Ohhya, was scrolling through my saved msg& all the sweet msges made my mind flashback to the times we had ..I deleted all, expect one; which was the sincerest love he shown.Okay, this is bad, I'm once again talking about him.Memories had been replaying these few days, i hope this stop.Back to topic ! :D So yupps, tui na was super pain,but with great tolerance, I went through everything smoothly :PGoing FT meeting later !Seeyou guys soon, lovelys (:received your msg, & with a smile!really glad you did, thanks a thousand ! =)I hope, today, we do :DDDDD
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 5:36 PM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Tomorrow then update okay?
I've got too much to say,
but blogger's not co-operating with me :x
tml bahhs, I wanna sleep now :xxx
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Currently 10sept ; 1037am
Updates for 9Sept ! (:
Basically, I don't know what happened yesterday.
I woke up as early as 6am, & I didn't have a good night sleep.
The main reason was perhaps because of my hunger :x
I didn't eat any meal on 8sept ): That's bad yeaa ):
Other reason was because memories kept replaying bahs.
Went for a good breakfast with mum [:
From until we went home, to 2plus in the afternoon,
I basically don't know what I was doing !
& I call that as wasting time. T-T
Upset with myself wasting time.
& realise I've lose all the motivation to get things done.
Don't waste the other half of your day, qiuyue says. true, lools :x
so evening, I started to make salad for mummy, & the rest.
sis was cooking dinner, & zhiying came to help out.
(Pic very dark ehhs, psps T-T)
everything was still pretty okay, until night ;
when I finally broke down in tears ):
哭了,因为这次我真的不想做!我不想帮这个忙,但却不知道应该找谁。自己不停的挣扎,要做还是不做?要做,一定做得不圆满,因为知道自己没有心去做。但不做,又不知道谁可以做,不知道怎么向他们说。好辛苦,好像向人诉苦。但,要找谁?不能在家里说,可能会考倒他们。不想和朋友说,不希望因为这件事,让他们学觉得这里不好。本来想忍住,但就在这时,twinny called ! (;& I poured everything out in msn to twinny. But I hope twinny,you didn't get the impression that people here are nt very good.because fact is that they are, kind souls ! hahahhaas (:边说边哭,好辛苦。不明白为什么自己不要做。之前不都说好,什么事来都一定会去做的吗?之前不都一直很香很想不断学习吗?说出来,舒服多了! & thanks twinny !她让我找回之前的那份喜悦;明白我做的原因。明白后,就不会苦了。不再觉得辛苦,反而开心。就学习做到一百分,完完全全为的只是他们。当你觉得厌倦时,累时,
记得想想当初为什么会开始。
Always come back to square one,
look at your initial objective.
Perhaps by this, you'll find the motivation to carry on :D
& Thanks twinny, she highlighted my initial objective.
朋友,你真的很不错!你真的很不错!
你真的真的真的真的真的很不错!:D
today?! (: misses, hope we'll see each other yea?& yes yes, i really gt so so much to say.you wanna be here? & listen to me? :D
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:44 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
原来在每一个人的心里,都存有这不瞒足的一些事情。
不管是家庭,朋友,恋爱,学业,生命,等;
人,往往都有许多许多的不满足。
要学习满足,因为:知足常乐!
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:28 PM
HEYS ! I'm back :DToday's not nice :x
心静不下来,读不了书。
和他的回忆不停地在脑海里重播。
心的伤并没有复合;原来还在痛。
心的莫一个角落,还在痛这。
或许,没过,就不会明白吧。
想着想着,忽然真的好想念你;
好希望你出现,因为我不想回忆重播。
好希望能告诉你所有的事情,
好希望,你能给我勇气再站起来。
但我明白,只有我,才能救自己。
要让自己的心静下来,才能做事,才能开心。
所以加油了,黄诗棋 ! :D
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:06 PM
Monday, September 7, 2009
Today went AOH ! Went with: Mummy, xijin coussy,
chenahhyi, zhanting, zhiying & linghui (her friend).
Today's a super fun & cool day I had ! (:
Enjoyed going out with xijin alot; hahahas.
although he can be irritating, he's still cute! :D
Photos later :x Will be up when blogger can upload !
View
facebook for all pics ! :D
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Photos still can't be up yet ):Anyways, happy that sth sweet happened.
okay, but also very paisehhh. x.xThat's my first time ever ! lools& The guy is shuai ders luhhhs ! :x
It's a pity that AOH ended yst.misses - i wonder what is going to happens when we meet ;xit's been a little too long that i'm getting used to it.just 3 more days, let's wait ? you're missed by me ):♥ ; thanks for this very very nice day you gave.it's okay you didn't grant my small wish.I'm still thankful you gave me an interestingly sweet exp.meeting ryan wasn't as good as staw ; but appreciates !no matters what, good/bad, iloveyou (:------------------------------------------------
9Sept, 11.25am -Pictures finally can be uploaded ! :D

Close shot ! Jin doesn't want to take pic with me at 1st ):
A little further. & Jin finally agree to take with me ! :D

Me, Jin & Mummy! We were squeezing into 2 seats on bus :x

His first play ! :D
I met one Fotang guy here. Don't know who he is, but he waved, so I waved too!
After that then he talk to me & we say each other are familiar; yuan lai see b4 in FT!

Name on my hand was painted by the guy behind; Ryan.
We met 3 times within an hour & something happen ;xx
He's not bad, just that not from Fotang xP

Met him again here, with mum & the rest
This was the paisehh part ! :x

CUTE ! :D


Zhanting ((:

More pics in
facebook !
Uploading takes a long time here ):
I'll stop now :P
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:48 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009

New shoes ! Bought last wk @ ToaPayoh with mum ! (:
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:33 PM
HELLOS :DToday morning went popo hse instead of going FT.
Initially need to go DJJTR ders, but i skipped :x
Cos feel like slacking abit after the heavy Sat.
So as usual, went thr to play with Jingrong ! :D
Two of his super cute pics ! hahas XD


Went home at about 1plus.
Pack abit, then sleep ! all the way till 5pm.
Dinner-ed, then to Fotang !! =D
Today's lesson was on: 宝贵的生命
Yuups, thought it was quite good (:
So people, start cherishing you life
& stop hurting youself okay ? ;D
I know sometimes the roads are abit though to walk,
but jiayou ! You'll pass it, if you want to ! [[:
Updates :
1. Just made payment for online clothes.
I only ordered 1 piece in the end - leggings-skirt
cos 3 pieces really too ex lerrs ! no $$ ):
Yuuups, gonna wait for it to come xD
2. Tomorrow going out with mummy !
Will be going AOH ehhs ! cool huhhs ! (:
Shaowei will be thr, but not sure if we'll meet.
sihui gonna be going too! she went & said it was nice
so tml going again ! hahahahas !
other than mummy going with me,
still gt zhiying, chenahhyi & zhanting bahs (:
Super 期待 !! ^^
SLEEP EARLY OHH ! WANAN BLOGGY ! :D
heyys, i received your msg 2 days back;
happy, smile smiles ! cos you replied :x
I wonder if you did read what I typed,
because normally after I wish you're thr,
you'll show tt you're thr ! okay, you're incredible !
hahahaas, maybe it's just because every moment I had tt wish :x
okay, we'll meet soon ! TAKECARES :D
♥; grant me my small wish, won't you? <3
Labels: jingrong is ♥ ; we love kiddds
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:53 PM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
LONG POST !! You can skip the 1st 2 paragraphs ! ((:Let me update about Friday 1st ! =D
Met twinny in school yesterday;
hehees, we did online shopping
& I bought 3 items :x
skirt-leggings, jumper, romper
lools, & because we were shopping online,
we did a lot of stupid things ! LOL :x
Used wires to measure .. (blahs blahs)
was super paisehhh luhhs ! hhaahas :D
We went off at about 4plus,
& I bought sudway for mum's dinner.
Ate dinner in mum's office ((:
7pm, was in lijin's house for FT meeting xD
meet from 7pm all the way till 10plus lehhs
schedule so tight yea? I didn't sleep early yst night;
cos was still rushing/prep-ing for the lessons we had today (Sat).
Was chatting with twinny during the night
& I'm super glad tt she has found her interst in chi !!
Great day, isn't it ?! =DOkay so today, Saturday [[:
I continued to revise what I had prep
nervous + nervous, but I know everything will be fine :x
Carried out afternoon lesson with sis,
everything was quite okay, I guess :x
Just that the kids there were abit too noisy.
I shouted so much that soar throat came after lesson.I was extremely looking forward to night's lesson
thanks my great dad for sending me to TH!
if not, I think i'll be like super late & lack of time.
Though tired, I told myself everything's gonna be good.
I was the 1st speaker for the lesson &
everything didn't start out good.
Cos the kids thr, they don't seem to follow instructions.
lools ! yeaa, you know, kids !! =x
But okay larrs, they seem super interested after tt
so everything was carried out smoothly ! hahaas
Happy & satisfied ! I went home; with zhiying, mum&dad
I smsed all who participated to show my gratitude
& received 2 sms from the others for encouragement too!
GOOD WORK PEOPLE !! =DD
*Through all these, I learnt something which I'd like to share.
1. 为喜欢的东西而努力,原来是一件这么开心的事
会发现自己不怕辛苦,刻苦耐劳的一起做下去。忙碌,也是一种喜悦!
2. Shaowei: How much you can get something, is by how much you want it.
Yes, I think it's true after my life experience. *Because I wanted to have a superb lesson, I did all my best, I went the extra mile. & So, I'll get what I want. If you want something badly, you'll think of thousand possible ways to reach it. & With determination, you'll overcome all obstacles ! ((:
3. Fmtz: 如果你不想做/不愿意做,那就不要做!I experienced sis's grumblings all along from b4 our lesson, to during and to after. Just because she didn't want to commit so much in FT, she don't like to join FT and here we are, asking her to teach lessons. She didn't like, therefore, wasn't having good/right attitude. 如果不愿意做,而还去做,最后会做得不够圆满。Like sis, she do all these with so much grumblings, what will others think when they see tt? Will they think that FT force people? Will they think that being in FT is so so so xinku? So I told her, nvm, next time if you don't feel like doing, say it. I think it's okay, it's your choice bahs ((:(*弟弟妹妹都在看着我们怎么修道,每个人都在看,都在学习,所以不能做得不圆满。所以忙时,不能让别人觉得我们忙得很辛苦,要忙得快乐!) Everything's wonderful today !
I might see you on Monday;
if not, at least we'll be close (:
thanks ! hope you're good !
6 more days, jiayouuu !Labels: busy, it's an enjoyment ♥
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:20 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
HELLOS ! To my bloggy ! (:Didn't go out today, & again ..spent the whole day doing FT work.LOL, but yes, seriously, I enjoyed :PSis kept on nagging me,keep saying I had nth better to do.lools, but nooooo ! tt's my interest xDI completed slides for sat night's lesson.But still, need to prepare, practice more.Left a few slides for sat afternoon's lesson.Tomorrow morning should be able to finish everything.YAY, I'm so DONE ! =D (Okay not yet, but going to!)At night, friends came to my hse to baibai.As usual, hard to concentrate for the lessons here. :xBut hmm, not bad. Today chen ahyi talked about sth interesting
& I had been looking forward to learn that. COOL, so I stayed attentive :xThrough lessons & thoughts ; 2 things I learnt1. 念 = 今 + 心 (So 念 - what your heart is currently thinking.)Ahh hhha! That links back to what I've learnt last time, great! (:2. If you think something is good/show kindness, do it.
Don't have to ask people to follow you because it's good.
如果是善的,别人自然会跟着学习。把‘行善’传下去!hehees, happy to see zhiying again; cos I super miss her!Planning to go out with her next wk, since its hols :DMovies? Stimulator rides? Neoprints? Or what? hahahas, idkks.&&&&& I can't wait to meet twinny tml !! WHOOOOH ! XDI got used to you not replyingBut still, a small part within me hoped you could.Hope you could, show you're thr like last time you did;text, mail, call, appear ; do anything you want! :DCounting down ! & 7 more days, I'll wait ♥
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:55 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Today woke up at 1030am!You heard tt?! 1030am!That's so super late !! ):I don't like the current me.I'm suppose to slp early at night& wake up as early as 7. (Normally drag till 8plus)Blahhhhs, shiqi's not good nowadays ]:Didn't go out to play today, hees.But enjoyed my stay at home tdy.It's not good to go out everyday, anw. (:At home, I was all day down to think about fotang things.Many things left accomplished ):Helped mum with some housework too.Sat's lesson with sis was halfway done.Sat's night lesson was halfway done too!LOL, no complete things; all halfway derrs. x_xNight went out, for meeting at hongwei's hse.Yuupps, just backed home.I always enjoyed meetings like this.Cos we usually chat a lot more ! hahaas :DMy day ends; you can stop reading! [[:Today, I feel strongly, to leave a msg for you.I don't know why ~~But I suddenly feel sorry for you.I'm sorry you had to face so many things.Yet I still add on to your burden.You always appeared to be smiley,cos you know, if you don't, people might be affected.You appeared to be strong, everything seems okay for you.Perhaps, everything was really okay for you.I don't know you well, not that well.And I wish, we could be close friends, we could move tgt.I clearly knows that you're not specially for anyone,& you won't choose to treat anyone specially;just because you're meant to be, for everyone.But how I hope, we can tgt; be thr to serve everyone.I'm sorry, & I miss you, totally ):
Tomorrow you'll be busy, only until next wkI'll be paitent; 希望我能在你身边替你加油
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:45 PM
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Update tml morning ! :DMet twinny twinny twinny !hahahaas, long time nv see her lers.Meet at orchard, suppose to pei her go interview.But end up she didn't interview; due to some reasons. :xWalked around. & I was craving for subway;but super hard to find subway )):No vegetarian, no subway too T-T
So we bought bubble tea, & went twinny's hse!hehees, x33 going to her hse; always so relaxing :D
All the while when I was thr, we were doing online shopping!
Super cool lehhs, all the tops & bottoms are so nice luhhs!
I wished I was as skinny as them ! then i'll buy many many clothes xD
Twinny also gt lots of clothes ! ♥ trying them in her hse! hahaas
Currently finding hoodies ; & intend to buy skirt-leggings
Will continue our shopping on FRI ! =DDD
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! <3
I hope you smile when you see my msg [:
Guess you've been busy these days.
& you're going to be more busy for the coming days. ):
It's perfectly okay, cos you taught me not to expect.
& I know I can't ever get angry with you
Cos your smile is just too innocent ! :x
shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:24 PM