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Monday, August 31, 2009

The last day of E66A ! ):
This picture was took with Mr Sim!
He's my favourite faci for this sem;
hahahas, cos he's super cool yeaa !
Taught me a lot a lot of things :D

Classmates in photo: (Left to right, 1st row to last)
Jared, Mr Sim, Joey Huda
Shiqi, fifi, shafiqah, gervin, eunice, rach, angel
francene, sheryl, desmond, ruiyang, chrissy, amanda, gwen
& lastly ! The FUNNY RAPH ! LOL
A lot others not in photo :x
E66A is love ! <3333

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:19 PM

YOYOYOYOYOYO :D
Woke up in the morning,
straight away prep for the meeting.
Meet pehwen at bus stop
then tgt, we went to meet xn (:
hehees, updated each other :D

Actually planned to go back sch to visit teachers.
LOL, but I dun know why lehhs, I don't dare :x
Just nice pehwen also not going in ~ (xn & mf went in)
hhaas, so in the end, me, pehwen & her friends
went to lot 1 to eat. I never eat, cos no vegetarian :x
Went library ! YAY, found my books ! =D
Cool, luckily today went library ((: (4 books borrowed)
Meetup with xn & mf for dinner; *I'm super hungry*
hahaas, then walked back to school's bus stop
me & mf went home, slacked for 1hr at my void deck
came home, & now now now, I need to do my things lers !
GOOD DAY <33

Hongwei's encouragement after I send proposal ! Thanks (:
Shi Qi cb,
Well received of the proposal nin had done. Hx had done a rough scan through and should say it was really well done. Hx will see what other areas to add into the proposal.
Nin LYKL!!
xxcb

Sister did some work for our lesson this sat! I've not done anything yet, goshhh! ):
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_5e083d910100ejjd.html (What sis thought/did)

I'm still quite strong !
I know we'll meet real soon,
Cos i miss you ! &&&
you won't disappoint me ♥
SPAM SMILES :DDDDD

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:37 PM

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Today's a Sunday,
Not a very good day.
Firstly, I missed Fotang !
I miss all my fotang mates! ):

Spent half my day in grandma house.
Nothing much to do there,
played a lot with jingrong ! haas :D
Dad sent me to bishan to get my phone,
YAY! I finally got my phone back ! [:
Can resume my taking photos lerrs xD

I can't wait to see xiangning & pehwen tml! <33

This is today,
Certainly not a good one.
Raindrops everywhr ;;

i miss you luhhhs ! ):
to the max ! sobbs ):
really hope to see you.
let's spam smiles when we meet! ;P

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:33 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Sweet, I'm kinda rushing proposal now.
hehehes, must send tonight/tml morning.
Thanks a lot a lot to hongwei !
Cos he let me have this chance to learn. (:
I'll write the proposal, then he'll edit for me.
As I said previously, I'll do my best :D

Today's normal. Yes, it's a Saturday.
But this bad thingy happened again;
I don't know why I don't dare to look at you
& even smile at you ): So in the end, we did nth.
I know somehow we kept on turning, (6th sense say so)
But I got a feeling, you wasn't happy about that distance we shared.
It's okay, perhaps, we'll meet once more this week.
Worried that I can't see you again, emotions not stable yet :X

Went to Toa Payoh with mum today !
Hahahas, we went to walk walk
& I bought a pair of shoes :P ^^v
Reached home at about 10plus, late huhh.
Anywayys sadd ): Parents say tml don't go FT
Huhhhh, I'll die one lehhs ! LOL :x
But blahhs, I know that's my piority;
sometimes, just need to let go a little x;

Xiangning smsed not long ago asking if we wanna meet!
OMG, I super want to luhhhs ! With pehwen also (:
Yay ! So we're meeting on Monday !
Gonna cancel my appointment with jie, can't pei her swim ):
They say wanna share all the sad things with me,
they must have suffered a lot these days ]]:
ME TOO, PEOPLE ! So we say that we'll cry tgt!
hahahas, it's nice to have friends crying with you.

twinny, I hope you're fine; <33

I'm sorry ;; but can we meet again?
I mean for the coming week. :x
I know it'll be hard this time,
seems that I'll be missing you for a week!
Awwwhhs, seeyou soon ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:54 PM

Friday, August 28, 2009

I don't care about colours & size lers luhhs.
Just post first. Next time edit :P
Blogger is so so so DOWN ! ):
Hehehes, people you all know;
if it's for staw, it's not meant to be read :D

YAY ! Blogger's back to normal
I shall now edit by changing the colours & fonts sizes :D

5.41PM - Friday 28 Aug

I'm back, don't worry;
nothing goes wrong today,
& I'm back. =D

This time, I told no one about it.
I didn't ask twinny abt this,
I didn't tell staw abt it :D
Mum and sis kinda know.
lools, & they must be super worried.
sis didn't appear to care,
but I know deep down,
she care a lot. LOL
she told me, don't scared larrs!
Just go, get it the come back.

Played our song well; together (:
I'll never forget you, our moments shared
I loved you, I once loved you.
It's time to go, so it's time to say goodbye.
Wishes to each other; May you have a blessing jouney ahead. (:
Left with tears, yet smiles in heart. A mixture of feelings
Leaving is pain; but every good thing eventually ends.
Glad that you're happy, glad that you'll be happier.
So take care, let this be our last fullstop ever.

So many things I wanted to tell staw!
Staw you know, I cleared everything today.
Like what you said, make it a perfect one.
Not only you, many others say that too. [:
I'm happy that I get to call you again,
yaaa, cos I miss you super much ):
I melt when you say; huhhhh, sad I can't go ):
hehees, thanks; I know you want to come badly!
Hope I'll really see you thr,
late than never, I'll wait for you :D

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10.35PM - Friday, 28 Aug

Had meeting with FT mates from 8-10plus
Things for DZB is alomost done! lmcb (:
I'll be involved in QKB too, hehes, happy happy :D
Again, wc wanted me to be ldr for QKB.
But I said no, I don't know when I'll agree.
Cos QSN, they don't force.
It's really up to me to decide if I want to take
Shaowei stayed slience for this matter,
but b4 we end the meeting, he had a comment.
Shaowei: This kind of planning,
one person can do it, a group of people can do it.
Now this time, we have a group of people doing it tgt.
But next time, when we leave QSN,
we need to be independent and do everything on our own.
Yups, I hope someday I'll stand up independently! :D
Shaowei, got your message; thanks for today (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 5:41 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

1st day of Holidays ! :D

Gate painting was the first activity I had for today.
Hahahas, it wasn't as good as I thought,
but not bad luhhs huhh :x
I thought of Tom Sawyer those kind, bigbig one.
But in the end, it's the metal gate of elderly house.
From 10am to 2.30pm, had about 1hr of lunch.
A total new experience & seen more things in this world.
Good work shiqi ! =DDD

Went back to causeway pt & bought tixs for movie.
9 friends; Angel, Linda, Huda, Shiqi (Those who went gate painting)
+ Jared, Fifi, Eunice, Sheryl, Francene ((:
We watched where got ghost ! [[: hehehes

Yuups yupps, reccommended to all of you ~
But, I think it's not the movie itself that's nice;
go deeper, I think it's the message they wanted to bring out that matters.
- There's always a price to pay for shortcuts.
This somehow brought me to recall fmtz's teaching.
There'll never be a free lunch in this world.
People who do it, they had a motive/purpose for that.
- Do you think health & safety are coincidence?
Something to ponder, is money really so important?
Movie, they need to inspire ~

Not knowing where to go after movie,
we went around started to take pictures !
hahahas, then went in to arcade.
slacked, mess around ~
then finally found things we wanted to play!
hahas, had always love stimulator rides
& looking for opportunities to go with ex last time.
Manage to only find those in Sci centre (Heard from sis)
But this time, it's in the arcarde! Isn't that cool ?!
hehees, played twice with angel <3
Bringing other peeps thr next time ! :D
Bring them to movie, play the ride, neoprints ! x:
Tell me if you want okay ? xD hehees (:

Home sweet home at 6plus !

BOO ! I'm enjoying my hols.
Wondering what you're doing.
If you wanna have fun outside,
catch a movie, or just eat & chat ;;
don't forget you can always call me (:
I'll be thr, just like how you did for me.
Smiles, that's all I hope you get. <33

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:59 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

People, I'm done! I'm finally done ! (:
I'm done with ALL my UTs
& I'm done with everything in Sem1.
`''' ' ~♥lmcb

I can't wait, can't wait to do all my things in the hols.
The most important things to do for the hols is Fotang.
I need to help as much as I can so that the rest wouldn't be too stress (:
I wanna gain experiences too, many many more ! So tt I learn :P
Tomorrow's gate painting; cool ! & movie with classmates [:

Rest rest rest; I'll start my journey again after the fun tomorrow.
But need to know where I'm heading, plannnnnn ! [[:

I can't waittttt ;;

sweet, i'm done; where are we heading now? (:
bring me along with you, i promise i'll be good.
i hope you can bring me with you, wherever you're going;
i'll try my very best to adapt and overcome all difficulties,
let this last ;; i'm contented just here. <3

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:15 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

' ~ Hellos ! (:

Tomorrow's having HTM & CSK UT ):
Both heavy ones, blahhs blahhs.
Did I do my best? This important qns I need to post.
But somehow, for this time, the ans seems to be 'no'.
I think I've been slacking quite a lot for the past few days ):
Awwwhhs, sobbs ! Howww, exam's tml; so many things not done !

You know, you know !
I really can't wait for UTs to be over!
hahahas xP Planned hols with some activities:
- Whole new experience of Gate Painting [Sth new to learn :P]
- Work ! I need MONEY ): [Taiwan, Macau, Malaysia] [Pool, Ice-skate, etc]
- Commit more more more in Fotang! [All my smiles & laughters, with them]
' -> Prepare maths qns for P5
' -> Get lesson for DZB done
' -> Get lesson for 'xiao/ti' done for children
' -> Get lesson for QKB done
' -> Start preparing for lesson in Oct
' -> Prepare book-sharing session
' -> *IMPROVE INDEPENDEN-CY :P

- Bake Cookies/Cakes/Anything for family & friends
- Cook delicious meals for family/ Apply things learnt in Culinary
- Ready for Swisshotel ! Trainings & 5-day work for F1 period (:
- And more to come ^^
- Gonna have fun with friends too xP (Twinny twinny twinny twinny ~)

Can't wait; but still need to.

Hope you're happy today ! Cos I am :P
But okay lars, you are sure to be happy everyday,
cos you know your role. hehees, so ~ SMILE TGT <3

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:19 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! :D
I'm so sorry this yr I didn't get you anything
or give you any surprises. UT3s yeaa, postpone this okay? [[:

& Finally finally finally,
I get to go Fotang ! Whoosh.
I miss Fotang so muchhh ):
I went for about 3 hours,
but I think it's enough.
At least for me to get recharged till tue :P
It had been long since we last sat down & chat tgt,
surprisingly, today we did. Perhaps,
there's quite a lot we have to do. & That's why .. (:
Overall, had fun with fotang lovely mates <3
Heard that zhixuan is going China on sept5.
Omgomg, today then I know lehhs :X
Then who gonna lead dujing? [1st 15mins]
Hmm, I think I'll discuss with lishan & shaowei 1st.
Maybe, maybe only ahh, maybe I take bahhs.
See 1st, see how much am I willing to commit :D

Due to the goal I set about 'being independent' last time,
wanching & the rest wanted me to be the leader for TH shao er ban.
I was like, huh?! No please ): But they say cannot say no. Blahhs ;x
So after some negotiation, they finally let me be the assitant ldr of hongwei :D
hehehees, thanks sweeties :D At least let me learn first. [[:
I'll try my very very very very very best okay?
Won't dissappoint you all; all my love ones ! (:

Finally, we met ! (:
Thanks for your magical words,
motivated me at least a little ! GOGOGO!
You smiled so much to me today,
our byyes ;; I love your smiles :D

@ our shoes -

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 6:52 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

今天又为你掉眼泪了。以为自己很坚强，再也不会掉眼泪的。但，事实并非如此。我，不知怎么了，每一次看到你这样时，心很自然的酸了起来，泪毫无控制的流出来。明白自己帮不了什么，所以就只能静静的陪你走完剩下的路。没说话，并不表示我不在乎，只是希望给你一些宁静的空间，让你可以好好的思考。相信你想了不少。在这陪你的当儿，其实我也学会了，所以请你被感到抱歉，应为这不是没意义的事情。这件事让我不断地想，希望明白为什么自己会哭。或许是爱吧，纯粹是朋友之间的爱。爱，其实非常的完满，非常的美满。但，当你一超出界限时，或许就不再完美了。所以要很小心，可以散发爱给身边的人；但，要确保自己每超出界限。怎么不超出界限? 很简单，一切只在自己的存心。他曾说过：存心，我只能告诉你这么多。因为这两个字就是重点了。
而今天也就那么简单；因为爱，眼泪掉了。因为爱，我留了下来。因为爱。。
相信这份爱，也能够散发给任何人。把爱传下去 ~

No mood to study today ):
I think I shall just close lappy & sleep!
Today's UT was average-ly okay.
Well, it's over. No point worrying on it.
I'm left with 2 most diff modules,,
Awwhhs, HTM & CSK. BOOO! :x
I think I'm very not motivated to study luhhs.
Can I see you? & Maybe talk to you a little?
Cos I know your words have the power to push me a little,
though you kept enforcing to me that I can only do that on my own.

I hope tomorrow you appear; Imissyou -
Hadn't been contacting for so longg,
I'll just be paitent & wait. I believe you will one day ♥

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:10 PM

Friday, August 21, 2009

Lols, okay, I'm feeling better now.
No point being so angry with them yea?
A cultivator should not have anger :x
I'll now blog about my day ! :D

I woke up at 9:30am today morning.
Did a little bit studying on HTM
& Went to woodlands lib to meet friends.
Was late, but Jared & rach was later, hahas :P
We mainly studied CRM because UT will bt on tml.
Happy because we managed to finish going through everything (:
Heehes, I still love studying with them.
Simply because they're very funny ! hahahas
Enjoyed being at Jared's house more than in lib;
too much distractions in lib & jared's hse more cosy :x
I suddenly feel so tired ): Shall rest early today,
& Hope UT for tomorrow will be good; JIAYOU! (:

if you can, show me once again, that you're thr.
do anything you want - text, mail, call, appear;
because tml's not gonna be like any saturday.

shiqi @ 9:11pm

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Currently so pissed with RP's service.
Had been, for weeks, trying to get my past yr results from them.
But dissapointment came every time.
Just because the system is down, so I couldn't print screen it.
& That's why I need RP admin to send it to me.
However, for unknown reasons, they refused.
And this had been going on for weeks, which made me really pissed.
Have yet to finish studying for my UT tml,
but how am I going to study with this kind of mood! Arghhs!
Feel so fiery inside; I guess I just need to cool down.
I'll make sure I do my best to get them to send, or make the system work.
Just let me cool down first ..

shiqi @ 8:28pm.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:23 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Marketing & RDM was done today; LMCB! ♥
& Now, I'm left with 3 UTs :DD
How relived I was after these 2 UTs, hahas (:
Lets work hard for the remaining 3 !
I think I like exams period,
they're always so fulfiling;
& you're really able to get away from thoughts.
Cheeers ! for our UTs !! xD

After UTs today,
I went to find twinny.
Super super long nv see her lers ):
When we saw each other,
we huggg ! & it was so tight!
Words seems to have expressed through that hugg!
She almost cried luhhs, hahaas! :D
Twinny, don't worry, we'll meet after UTs!
Went home, had a sleep; & prayed at night, only until now.
So I've nt studied anything yet, blahhhs ! :x

staw, I'm missing you to the fullest again;
I just feel like holding on to you,
even though I know it isn't a right thing.
Anyways, I've improved alrdy;
cos of the exams, I didn't think of you much.
I thought of ♥ instead, & it keeps my heart at peace.
Gonna continue to be strong (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:31 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Today's 19th of Aug
& Tomorrow, My UT3 starts!
Scary yeaah? I start to feel nervous, right now. ):
Have I done all my best to prepare for this?
I had been constantly asking myself that question.
You know, how many smart people in our class;
they can just score well, even without studying.
Of course, I envied them to the fullest.
But no, this doesn't stop me from being motivated.
Cos I know, I'm slow. That's why I need more time :D
& Perhaps, today; I've learnt that exams ..
they're not about how much you get at the end
but more about how much you've spent your time:
meaningfully studying with your friends, (enjoying with them)
having a focus mind without any distractions.
Because time spent in this way, is truly happy ! :D

Today ! I woke up as early as 5plus am.
Then I rushed to prepare, hop on to dad's car by 6plus.
Dad drove me to breakfast & to grandma house.
By 7plus when I reached grandma house,
I slept, all the way until 9plus. Was so so tired ! :x
(Reason for going thr - Cos I wanna go Jared's hse at 10,
& I don't want to waste time/money travelling on my own.)
9:45, I reached Pioneer station & waited for the guys.
& 10 mins later, still no one arrived! )):
I spamed call Jared, but no answer. (SLPING!)
Ruiyang & Raph was still at JP. Awhhhs.
So in the end, I decided to go Jared's house by my own!
Hahahas, the clever me! of course I didn't get lost.
So after sometime of ringing the door bell,
his dad finally opened, & it's because his dad wanted to go out.
The feeling is so super weird, a girl going to a guy's house :x
But anyway, I went in. Awhile later, Rui & Raph arrived too.
Initially was quite uncomfortable because I was the only girl.
However, I got used to it awhile later. The guys are just super funny!
We studied, but slacked a lot too =x & I think all of them are nice & caring ((:
Left at 5plus because wanted to hop on to dad's car again!
hahaas, yeapps. That's about it, great day! Thanks people =D
When I left, Jared said this: 加油, 黄诗棋 !
I thought this was so nice, hoping every single one of you jiayou too! :D

staw, I feel that I'm near to you today! smiles ~

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:12 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

YEAHHH :D
You know what?
Today's the last day of this semster,
& everything finally comes to an end.
Oh course, there's bound to be mix feelings.
Happy, because holidays are ariving;
Sad, because everyone's parting.
Friends, facilitators, 15weeks really bonds us tgt.
& it comes to a point where all of us really don't wanna leave.
Everything good thing eventually will have to end.
So people, look on the bright side, we'll change class;
but we can still be in contact, & we'll learn new things! :D

Hahahas, I'm happy I've done with one semester,
I thought I have been great, I've been enduring through this,
even though so many so many things happened. [[: GD WORK!
Though many people will say there's UT3,
I don't deny UT3 had caused many not to be high about last day of school;
because everyone is like so worried about this UT.
I shall just do my best; ♥lm will planned the rest (:
Good luck to all my friends! & JIAYOU PEOPLE !! =D

Gratitude to facilitators.
Really, through 15 weeks,
I've really learnt to appreciate all of you.
Thanks for teaching me so much,
thanks for encouragements even mistakes we made.
Mr Sim, You had really been great!
& I hope I can continue to learn from you; (:
Mr Low, Same goes to you! :D
Enjoyed your jokes & the informal talks you shared with us.
Ms See, I think you really guide us well.
I always got no problems in identifying important points for lessons.
Ms Vishaka, love and kindness of yours touched us;
so much so that we're always willing to listen to you. Thanks (:
Ms Weng, Haven't been seeing you for 3 weeks,
& I think we might not see each other again.
Everything didn't start out good, but as time goes by,
I think everyone have really started to appreciate you.

THANK YOU FACILITATORS ! :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:22 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009

Emotionally unstable;
I'm really tired of school,
desperately wants a rest.
But I'll hold on, for a little while more,
because after UT3, I know I'll rest.
& Get the time to do things I like.

♥ : Shiqi, hang on, I'm with you; holding tight (:

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Today wasn't a very good day
because I feel that people around me were just so down.
I don't understand why I feel so much
when my friend wasn't doing good,
I thought through it on my way home.
& think that, perhaps ~
When you know your friend isn't well,
& is placing everything inside his/her heart.
You'll feel hard too, you'll feel xinku too.
That moment, all you hope, is just a smile from him/her.
Received msg from huda, was touched; thanks friend :D

& SinceI completed another day of mine, let me rest.
Hope tomorrow, will be blessed with the ability to breath (:
& tomorrow, will be blessed with laughers all around.

staw; I know you're always thr when you know I need you.
You'll just by whatever you can, let me know you're there.
We're blessed, with you around. :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:43 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

Warning - Gonna be long ):
You really don't have to read,,
Don't read okay? ahhaas
If you read, don't ask me who's tt :P
& Pls, don't try to guess too :x
Better not to read, because after you do,
You'll start guessing :x

Sorry, I didn't blog for like 2 days.
I'm so siians luhhs ):
Don't know whr to start blogging
Seems like so many so many things happened,
okay, maybe within myself only.
Like my emotions had fought war.
Ever since last wk, I had been dreaming of staw,
almost every night. It's not very nice.
& I'm starting to get worried, I don't like this.
I wanted so much to stop caring about him, but .. :x

& Yesterday night was an add-on.
I went to purification class,
ohhya, thanks for staying & talk a little to me,
when the other girls went, ((:
back to topic; I thought the class was nice.
Because I had such a wonderful experience in the english class,
I continued to go thr this time, only that I'm alone.
I don't think others wanna go for the eng class :x
This tz hadn't really prepare for the lesson,
she simply shared her recent experience.
But it was so so so, interesting.
I was touched, & tears literally flowed.
I know my emotions wasn't stable after that,
I just wanted to talk it out, & continued crying.
So when everything ended, I waited for him;
just a little while, at the door thr.
I saw him, not sure if it was the same for him,
but he left, he didn't even wanted to say hi,
that's what I felt. I don't know about him.
So I decided not to join him, I walk back myself.
on the way, friends joined. thanks sweeties (:
But I didn't share, of course; not suitable :x
Upon reaching, I was surprise to see him waiting :D
Thanks, you might not be waiting for me,
well, who knows who are you waiting for,
but I'm glad, you stayed, until we got up tgt (:

Then on bus, I finally cried.
thanks to one gd friend, ahahas :P
she wanted me to tell her about ex.
lools, since that was suppose to be sad,
I think I can cry, finish up my tears mahhs.
Anyways, she said I've grew up :D Huggs.
We ,, didn't had a chance to talk. Nth at all.
I alighted, & again surprised you did too :D
Who knows the reason & who was that for,
but I thank you, sincerely, for being thr.
Then you actually said you were going home,
but the super me, I pursuaded you to stay.
We walked tgt, up the stairs. thanks again,
though I clearly understand, it might nt be me.
Because all the while when you were thr,
you only chatted with the rest. :x
Well, at least, you're there [:

I wouldn't deny that I envy you girls,
to the fullest ! because it's only when
you all are thr, he laughed & enjoyed.
You know, we're just different ): Cos I couldn't

Lost of words, but I just hope, you can be with me
because,, it's hard without you ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:58 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Some photos :D

Angel & me ! =D

Norlyn & me :D

& this is me! taken by huda, ^^

Wooohoooo ! & Finally, today's a thursday!
hahahaas, I can't believe it's so fast.
Tomorrow's a friday, we'll be going out;
to a factory or something like that =D
So tomorrow, I'll once again enjoyyy;
& then ! It'll be friday! WOOHOOO ! (:
Saturday will be coming, [:
Though today was tired,
I thought I had a purposeful day.
Simply because I did my best, :D

Chatted quite a lot with Rach,
hehees, & she gave me the opportunity to try 'duren'
Only until I tried, then I realise how weak I am;
I'm totally not prepared,
I'm lacking of knowledge.
I'll go back to learn,
well prepared, I'll learn from shaowei once more.
& then again, I'll try. Try until I succeed :P
JIAYOU SHIQI ! =D

staw, everything's okay; (:
I smsed you, but it's just because I wanted to ask sth.
No other intentions, but it's okay if you don't reply.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:59 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SISTER ! :D
Mum & I gave her surprises,
a smiple cake, & some sushi;
hope you enjoyed xP

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BOO ! (:
I seems to be blogging everyday,
heheees, that's good :D
ever since ex left,
blog had been my love.
hahas, because ex isn't here to listen to my thoughts everyday;
shall let bloggy do this job :P

Yeapps, 11.42pm.
about time to sleep alrdy.
tomorrow's marketing,
& tomorrow should be better :D

I went for a walk just now,
& to my surprise, I saw baobeii ^^
your smile is always so amazing,
& I think it brightens anyone's day. :D
Hope to see you again real soon !

SLEEP TIME !! =DDDDD

♥ : I know you did your best! ((:
staw : It's a Wednesday;
how silly I am. But at least I tried :P

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:41 PM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I'm finally done with today's work.
I don't know why, but totally stone-ed today.
As in like, very very lagg, & don't feel like talking.
Okay, shiqi will have a rest now. :D
Forget everything & have a wonderful sleep!
Tomorrow will be better, should be fresher :P
JIAYOU ! Just 3 more As ;; ♥

3 more days to weekends, be patient :x
& staw, you're totally missed ):

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:18 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

Hellos, those photos are taken on the fri when we pon-ed
Happy that today's a public holiday.
But nothing much was done today ):
Only went to grandma house today.

Basically keep on telling myself to study.
A little more hardworking this weekend,
at least some measurable improvements was out.
hahaas, few mind maps ! :D

You know what,
I'm starting to miss staw ):
totally not good luhhhs.
how can I do that,
& I know I can't meet him in any case.
Perhaps, not that I'm missing staw.
Just craving for someone nice to talk to :D
But nevermind larrs, later go and find some bks,
should feel better [[:

tml's school, & shiqi don't like school ! ):
go lers, byyyes :x

staw, you're seriously missed;
i know i shouldn't, okay, will be fine later.
rmb my promise? i won't msg/call you :P

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:43 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

leaving messages for people,,

ex: hadn't seen you for quite awhile,
not even online. I'm not calling you,
I'm not msging you. I don't want you to feel fan.
Just hope that everything's okay for you.
If one day ;
you need love,
you need me,
you want come ft,
you want cultivate,
I'll always be there, for you; just for you :D
For now, you're still special.
I know I love, I once loved (:
Realise no one can ever take your place.
However, this is only for now.
As I grow, I can't afford this anymore,
cos love need to be spread equally for everyone.
I promised, if one day, you & your girlf
want to come ft, I'll never reject,
I'll never hate, I'll never let those emotions involved in this. (:
Yes, I still love you. But not possessive anymore. :D

staw: thanks; we'll learn together.
But I shall not depend on you too much.
My challenge - Not going to call/msg you this week.
At least for this week ! :D
You'll see me grow, I promise.
By the time you leave, I'm all out
& ready to do all the things by myself.
Never going to forget you, even until you left.

♥ : You're only the one who is always thr.
I'll cherish you, & I trust that everything shall be fine with you around.
Never going to doubt you, you're the possible in the impossible! :D

Twinny: We'll meet soon,
I await the hols, because I wan pool, ice-skate!
Let us work hard for UTs now, leave no regrets. (:
I love you x3

All fotang people: A billion thanks to all,
I know all of you are always there with me.
But it's time, to leave me aside
& let me struggle through myself [:
I will & I can, :D
Continue to strive!

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:33 PM

Fantastic day I had ! [:

Morning, lying on bed, made noises;
I was literally stressed for daoduhui.
I had yet to fully prepare my notes.
& What's more? I don't know how to answer that 2qns ! ):
1030am, I decided to just forget about it.
Shaowei says, zi ran will be fine. I'll trust nature this time.
Dad drived me to QSN, was late :x
But anyways, was quite dissapointed that they stopped
the sharing on ji shi fu qi ): We only had one lesson that.
The new lesson was on Mi Le, nice too (:

Something happened, not nice to say here.
But I don't understand, seems like everytime like that.
The dissapointed me didn't do much, just kept quiet.
Happy after that, because you showed you didnt want to dissapoint me :D

Okay, DAO DU HUI ! (Book sharing session - A new bk monthly)
You know I super like this thingy,
I like to have a group of friends sitting down for few hrs, just to chat.
Yes, in a way, we're chatting. Sharing too =D
Luckily, I was the 2nd last person to share, last was shaowei.
So I had a little more time to prepare my xin qing xP
I presented well, yes, was happy & glad about this! :D
Learnt from my mum, I just treat it as I was telling stories.

After my sharing, it was finally for me to ans that 2 qns :xx
Question 1. What do you want in life?
My ans: I thought for a long time. But I couldn't think of anything I want.
I thought this had to be long term goal, like what career I want.
No idea! But in my thoughts, this is how it goes ~
I want to work as something which is in line with what I believe.
Is there anything is the society which main focus isn't money?
I can't believe everyone is just so money-minded T-T
I think if there isn't, I'll just look for an easy job, with acceptable pay;
more time should be spent in Fotang then! :D
(In life, I only do things that benefit mankind;
with my presence, people must feel xin fu,
if not, I shouldn't be present)-> Shaowei taught.
Fm tz then say, I give you 1mth to rethink,
Nahhs! I know I wouldn't make it.
So I said, since everyone shared their short-term goal,
let me share mine too. I've constantly having short-term goals,
cos this will help me improve in cultivating. XD
Short-term goal - Learn to be independent
Fm tz was totally curious, why am I dependent?
I answered by saying, guess I was too well protected since young;
all, by my family, friends. Everywhr I go, people take care of me.
Fm tz asked a lot of questions; & she say we're totally different!
HAHAS! yupps, cos she's super independent derrs, since young :x
She say, okay, we'll train you from now!
& I give you 3 months, measurable improvements must be showed.
Awwwhhhs, half happy, half scared !
Happy - I finally can learn, I know this way is hard. But I'll get stronger!
Scared - Of course I am :x But I'll try my best :D

Question 2. What can you accept? (From what you want?)
I didn't answer, she answered for me.
She say that I can only accept 1 failure.
So whatever she/shaowei gives me,
I can only say 'No' for once.
& I can't say, I don't know how.
She say, it's up to me to find everything on my own.
Mannnns ): I told her, man man lai okay? =DD
I'll try my best! hehees, I know ♥lm will be by my side.

Shaowei's sharing ! [:
Too much to blog, too wide to recall.
Thanks for linking to what I've shared, greatly appreciated! =D
From him, I once again learn how to introduce tao.
But I had no confidence in trying, totally nope.
Shaowei achieved: When he is there, people are xinfu;
his camp mates look forward to his presence even though he's like a preacher.
Of course I look forward too. It's a blessing to have him around.
( & I wonder, when can I achieve this? Blessing to have me thr, I will one day :D)
But only today, I understand that its not only me who look up to him,
many many others do too; simply because he's just too good, too perfect. ^^

messages on next post ! =D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 8:06 PM

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Had a nice Saturday, (:
Tuition was fine.
Activity was nice.

Went out to bishan with mum&dad at 4plus.
Wanted to repair my phone,
so we waited for more than an hour,,
just in the sony shop ):
Since nth to do, cam-ed with mummy!
Chat, slack, walk around; time wasted :x
Dinner was uber great ! hehees.
Went popo house after that,
& played with jinrong! I love him :P
Went home at 9pm,
& by that time, I'm lazy to study alrdy ):
I have yet to prepare my things for tml either, dead. T-T
I better get going to do my things,
let me leave a msg for staw first [:

staw ! thanks for everything,
all the sweetness showered by you;
# shoes # sitting just next to me # smiles
# curious to know what I'm talking even not to you
# hand touched, I melted :x # eyed, smiled
Natural, I look forward to all your smiles ♥

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:52 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009

Internally struggling ;;
this few days, I had struggled internally.
Cried hard and felt fear, all by myself, within my heart.
Only after you've experience, then you will understand.
Tolerance isn't that easy,,
I'm not saying tolerating about someone who made you angry,
not just that, I'm also referring to -
tolerating all the emotions, putting all within my heart.
Not looking for someone to help when I'm down.
I know it's pain, but that's the way; the way to make me stronger.
Upon the break up, mum told me upteen times;
There's never a 'forever' in this world.
So, I can never depend on someone forever.
& That's why, staw said I need to internalize.
Moreover, I'm here, supposingly to help others.
If me myself is so weak, what/how can I help?

♥ : "I know it's pain, but you gonna go through it.
Believe me, you'll be alright. Everything's gonna end soon.
When you've gone through this, I'll train you on other things.
After you're done, there'll be a possibility to be chosen by me, ♥
I can'r help much, but I'll encourage (:

Today I pon-ed lesson again ~ ):
Haiis, I don't know.
But, no, shiqi's not great at all !
Slacked through with many many girls.
Will post pics when received x3
& You know what, it's friday night!
I'm super looking forward to saturday!
takecares yeaa, all lovelys ♥

staw, lalalas !
I'll smile to you as much as I can (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:53 PM

Thursday, August 6, 2009

~~BEE ! :D (I used to start this with ex, hahaas :x)~~

Okay, bloggy (:
today is a super tiring day! ]]:
I really hope I can sit down,

& start studying for my upcoming UTs.

You know how important are they ):
Most of my UT results really cmi lorhs; haiis.

I don't know what to blog lehhs,

nvm, let me post some pics :D

Yawen the birthday girl & me ! =D

The five of us who ice-skate(d) with her :D

kayys, going off lers :D

staw, I've been trying my best

but I'm not sure if I had improve,

we'll meet soon;; ((:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:50 PM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 11:16 PM

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

此刻，心跳得好快。
不知道原因，只知道自己好害怕。
请别问我在怕什么；因为你知道答案只会是“对不起，我不知道”
每当这事发生时，脑海里就会浮现他的画面。
希望有他在，希望他能在身旁抱紧我，带走害怕的感觉。
但，我知道他不会，也不可能会有那么一天。
因为他明白，这不是解决问题的方法。这只是段暂的方法。
因为他了解，只有让我独自面对，困难才能离我而去。
所以，这次我不会他电话给他，这次我不回哭着找他。
这次，我只会忍。时间过了，自然就会好了不是吗？
这一切，只不过是在试探我的忍功罢了。我需要自己背负一切的痛苦；
因为只有这样，我才能突破自己，展翅高飞。
加油，黄诗棋！

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TUESDAY; & 3 more days to endure for this week (:
I received a sms from mum in the morning,
it's one of a motivational kind; & I think she typed it on her own.
I was sweetly touched. Thanks mummy !
Perhaps it's because she've seen me crying & being depressed yst.
Yes, I love my mummy! & toopidd jie too! hahaas, I know you care :P

Today slacked quite a lot in school,
maybe because I know there's Jared in my group
so everything gonna be alright! :D
hahaas, indeed. today was quite okay
Desmond beside me, playing some fishy games
& omgg, the more I watch him play, the more I wanted to
I told myself not to; I can't afford to play games! :x
you know what, in the end, I still created acc for that!
That tooopiiddd shiqi ): hahaas!
He say you know! Self-control, go home don't play.
That reminds me of staw; staw lectured me for self-discipline too! :x
Am I really that bad in this area? hahaaas xP
okay, I shall go do my stuffs now.
Blog, family, friends, staw; YOU GUYS ARE LOVED BY SHIQI! ♥

BOO staw, I didn't sms/call you today!
I'm proud of myself, so superb! xP
But I'm doing what you told me ((:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:29 PM

Monday, August 3, 2009

& Finally, blogging for today; 3rd Aug

The super bad shiqi! I never go school today ):
Firstly, yesterday cry too much until eyes swollen
Secondly, I still can pon one more time for Monday
Thirdly, I'm so so so lacking of sleep
Fourthly, staw didn't reply to my msg, I was moody
And the list goes on; all bullshitting excuses of mine ! :X

Anyway, unproductive day of mine; see how much time I wasted.
Smsed staw again at 3pm, hoping he would reply
but the baddieee him, never lehs ):
Made me more more moody, toopidd me lols!
In the end, I called him at 7pm.
His magical words showered me again; staw tell me:

1. You need to have self discipline. Since I know I've got a lot of work to do, I should do it! Now, since you know its the time to study, go study. Don't wait until when you are older, it's the time to work, & you realise you're lacking in knowledge then you go back to study. Sometimes, you need to force yourself to do things. (Yeaa, I think he don't accept such excuses like can't go inside my mind. If you want to, you can.) :D He just keep asking me to study. ♥

2. Fear is faced by all men, but too much of it shows that you've some problems (Hahas, ya luhhs, me!) Staw doesn't fear of anything - super strong! ♥

3. I'm too overly dependent on friends/family,,
4. I need to internalized all these so that I can be stronger.
5. He believe one day I will succeed, I can be strong; & I need time
He told me a lot a lot lehs (:

Yayy, happy happy :D

staw, I'm glad we finally had our first good chat.
We've improved, & we're going to improve more.
next chat, I don't know when, but I look forward to it.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:06 PM

Okay, now blogging for sunday! Yooohooo (:
Happy Birthday Yawen ! Happy Birthday Gabriel Korr!

Woke up early in the morning
& went to get helium balloons near kovan.
Twinny & me held on to 10 balloons on our way home
it's just so so paisehh! hahaas, we even went rivervale plaza :X
We ate breakfast at home & realise we're lacking of time
Still need to draw on the balloons, and prepare the things to go out.
We're late anyways, ;xx But it's okay, everyone will understand :D
A prettay, sweet, nice, surprise for yawen !
We meet yawen at each station:
Twinny & melissa - meet yawen at hougang (Passed her 4 balloons)
Me - meet yawen at kovan (passed 3 balloons to her)
Syaiful - meet her at sergangoon (3 balloons)
& then! She had to travel with all 10 balloons! COOL xPP

We went Ice skating at kallang! OMG, SUPER NICE !
hahaas, (: I'm a newbie for ice skating, but I'm willing to learn (:
It's nice luuhhs; But I was pondering, the benefits of ice skating ;x
I'll go there again if I have the time, hope one day, mum can go too!
After 2 hours of that, we went for pastamania! :D
I didn't eat the pasta, good in this restiction! (A for shiqi!)
But the thing is ! I drank ministrone soup without knowing if there was onion inside!
Omg, it's nothing different with eating pasta ): (Nvm bahs)

After that, we went home, I know I was down ,,
the moody feeling started, I don't know why ):
Went home, I cried, alot! Mum's asleep, no one is thr for me D:
twinny's moody too. shiyong korr called to hear my tears, thanks [:
Then in the end, I smsed staw; again ):
I hope that he's going to be willing to call, but no replies from him
well, kinda expected, he's always like that ! :X
Slept at 11, woke up at 1230;
Slept again, woke up at 3am;
then sleep again, NIGHTMARES! ):
I dreamed that staw is tgt with another girl, scary!
Just a dream anyway ((:

staw, i don't understand why you don't like to reply me. ):
you only respond if I call you :x
& by texting you, I failed again!

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:42 PM

HEYYS :D
I'm back to blog (:
So which one first?

Blog about saturday 1st bahs, 1st Aug
I went to tuition during the afternoon.
Nooos, the students seem to be in love with ratio!
LOL, so they finish their work within an hour
& so, omg ): I didn't prepare enough,
I only had 2 sets for the next chapter.
Awwhhhhs :x How? hees, basically I nv care much
thanks sis for helping me, she gave them some work to do :D
After tuition, had lesson for 1 & half hr.
Was super tired ): But blehhhs, I endure :P
Mum's lesson was interesting though I've heard it b4
For the 2nd time, it spark me thinking; how can I relate to my life.
& Then, hmmmm, understand quite a lot; nice one mummy ! :D
Night - went for da zhong ban lesson ! x3
Anyways, felt super being pangsehh by those lovely sweeties of mine!
hahaas, its okay lars; as long as they still 'click' tgt,
I'm fine being alone in fotang because everyone there smile to me even if they don't know me :D
its my fault that I didn't follow them tightly anyway,
chatting with so many people whom I passed by; so sweeties, still in love with you all! :DD
Managed to ask shaowei for directions to reach redhill mrt,
& thanks to him, I got there =D
Zoom, to sk ! I took the wrong lrt, wasted so much of my time ):
& yay, reached twinny's hse by 11plus
still have a little time, & there we went to surprise yawen at 12midnight!
After that, slp time! in twinny's house (:

Wahh, blogged quite a lot for sat lers :D
Let me make a new post to blog for sunday! (:

staw, I heard your smiles; thanks! (:

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:27 PM

Sunday, August 2, 2009

I'm not well; I know ..
Huanted by fear again ~
I'm lost, I don't know what to do.
What I need, is just your smile;
hoping that you'll direct me.

Can I, can I blog about my day only when I'm free?
I'm off, *maybe to sleep now;
I can't take it anymore,
~~let me be dead -~~
I shouldn't have this thought;
,, my mission, is important.

staw, i really don't know
need to sort out my thoughts again.
I just shared, hope you respond.

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 10:34 PM

Saturday, August 1, 2009

lalalaas (:
Morning blooggy !
Okay, let's blog about yesterday!

It's friday, ♥
CRM faci didn't come.
So we had a relief one
hmmm, hai hao larrs.
It's just that I don't understand what she's saying
But the good part is, we don't need to present! :D
As usual, CRM team is the super noisy team, lools!
Cos there's huda & fifi; hahaas (:
When I sit between both of them; kena bully like siao! LOL
Linda & germaine joined our team after awhile. Girls power ;P
OHYA ! &&, they went to hide my shoes luhhs!
for twice somemore, lools! & once is below faci's table
was like, omgomg! dam embarrassed when faci ask whose is that. LOLOL !
All the huai dans there! hahaaas XD
Greatly appreciated for entertaining me ((:
I love yesterday's lesson cos everything seem like we're slacking,
I did quiz & evaulation even before lesson ends. cool huhh?
Ohh, but but, the bad thing is that it's like a project
& we need to present it next week, infront of a panel of judges?!
Awhhhhs, I don't wanna do tt! & this makes me feel like pon-ing lesson. ;x

After school, went to meet mum for swimming.
hahaas, all my friends kinda surprised about that, idks why :x
The swim was awesome! Hope I can spend 2 days thr every week; if I had the time ~
Did my longest RJ, 800plus words lehs!
hahas, after that fetched twinny to my house, ehehes so fun! :D
we went strolling in the middle of the night,
walk to somwhr near staw hse, then slackkkk.
reach my void deck at about 1pm,
& we chatted till 4plus.
Only slept at 5am; awwhhhs!
woke up at 8am =x
It's gonna be a tiring day for me x;

okayy, going out lers! YAY!! ^^v
Saturday you know! SUPER NICEE xD
You know you know, today night I going twinny house to stay overnight.
hees, like we so stupid stupid right?
yesterday she came to my hse to stay
& today I'm going her house to stay !
LOL - she said its a home exchange programme! LOL
okayy, so later will sengkang; ex there lehhs ;xx
twinny stay super near to ex's house :X
I WANNA SEE HIM MANNS ! )):
kayys, nvm, I better bath now :P

staw ,, I look forward to talking to you,
I'll try until it works (: Wait for me,,
xoxo

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 9:35 AM