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Sunday, July 19, 2009

WARNING* - Long post ahead :X

Morning bloggy (:
Had been a great day yesterday :D
Lots of thoughts again! wahahahaaas ;P

Yesterday morning, I msn-ed with shiyingg.
Hmm, yups, she's as per normal, the quiet girl.
It's like only me doing the talking,
well, I don't know if it was right to tell ask her.
Did I act before considering? I'm not sure ;x
But perhaps, yesterday, I realise we can never be friends.
Totally because of me; because there's this little hate/anger within me, towards her.
Why? Simply because I don't trust her enough.
I think that she did tried to make kiiats like her.
From their 1st date of going to the movie.
I thought that girls should not go movie with guys who had a girlf.
And what's more? All the actions she did while going out with him & friends.
I understand that this cannot be fully blamed onto her.
But it's my heart, my heart, which is filled with that little hate/anger.
Upon seeing ex's blog, I knew he was sick ~
So I called; again, I'm not sure if I did something right =x
Everything was kinda fine, then he online & we chatted for a little.

Afternoon, I went tuition. Slacked quite a lot, & didn't talk to staw.
Was satisfied by a little more being bonded with the p5s there.
& Actually learnt quite a bit of things when chatting with my friend.
She told me that; what we're cultivating is zhen li tian dao.
Which made me recall about - Be a true follower of Tao, not a follower of any man.
It was indeed a nice afternoon. [[:

At night, Qing Kou Ban (Purification Class)
How nice can the name be ! hahaaas :D
This was the first time I went to english class (Purification Class)
I thought it was cool, seamlessly wonderful. I was 100% focus, I can say that!
Well, & I've learnt the phrase: They always that by - With the grace of our heavenly mother, the compassionate love of Maitreya Buddha & the great kindness of shi zun, shi mu; today hx have an opportunity to do this sharing with you. :D
The topic shared yesterday, was on the five perspect.
To refrain from:

1. Killing -
If one sees how animals are being killed for food consumption, one would never bear to eat them
Why eat animals, why need the pleasure of food? When it's just for the 3 inch of your tongue.
Remember on my pervious' post? What goes around comes around.
If you believe in karmas, you know that this time you kill & eat him;
the next time he'll come back to kill and eat you. A life gains a life.
If you don't believe in karmas, someone (I forgot who it was) had a scientific way of explaining this - When humans are in extreme fear of being killed/tortured, the chemicals in the body will start to react. Likewise for animals, so in their moment of extreme fear, they are being killed. All the chemicals stay within the body. People eat it, (the chemical-ed body of animals), somehow or someday, you'll get sick too. Well, this is my 1st time hearing this, so perhaps, I don't fully understand yet. It's okay, the more I hear it, the more I would understand. ;D
Practicing vegetarianism helps the environment; because it a lot easier to produce 1kg of veges than to produce 1kg of meat. Why? Before the 1kg of meat is produced, the animal must 1st be feeded with a lot of veges/other food in order for them to grow strong.
If you're going to say; Hey, doctor says we need meat to be healthy. No, I don't buy that!
Why? Because you are simply maintaining your health by killing other lives. How selfish is that -
So by practicing vegetarianism, you are cultivating love & kindness.

2. Stealing
- It is whether you respect others or not.
If you think the item you are going to steal does not have a owner,
then think about, if your conscious had a owner.

3. Illict Sexual Activities
- It is about respecting other people & yourself.

4. Telling lies, evil gossips.
- You need another lie to cover the first one.
- Look through the 3 filters before starting any evil gossip.
1. Is this information you're going to share the truth?
2. Is this a positive thing that you are going to share?
3. Will it be useful for that person after sharing with him/her?
If not, then don't share.

5. Alcohol consumption/Drugs abuse
- This only blocks our conscious state of mind.
Which made us not think carefully before doing anything.

He also shared with us the 3 Mother of all evil:
1. Greed
2. Hate/Anger
3. Ignorance
All the bad things are done based on these 3 virus within our heart.
I've been hearing this few years ago, but I wondered how can I get rid of them.
He told us that the way for getting rid is to cultivate our kindness, love and compassion.
Because both of them are mutually exclusive.
You can only use love to displace the hatred within you.
That sparks me off; I finally understood what staw told me that night.
I told him I felt that I'm so selfish! & How could I be so when I'm a cultivator?
He told me to stop blaming myself, & said that no one is perfect.
And it's because you see your selfish thoughts, so you conclude that you are selfish.
Then I said, I need to learn to be not selfish then ~
You can't take this selfishness away, you can only displace it with something else.
I goes like, huh ?! I don't understand ! ;x LOL
Well, perhaps, if i hear this a few more times, I'll get to understand it better & better (:
So yups, all the bad things inside my heart, can only be displaced by love & kindness.
Woohooo! Felt so re-charged yesterday, great lesson yeaaa? :D

Bused home with fotang mates & get to know a new guy,
erms, I don't know what's his name. But he's a planner of C camp.
Hongwei, him, & me; we chatted all the way on our bus ride.
You know, it's always so different if you hear a cultivator talks.
Yups, & I realise, there's got to be many many more people
who are going to be as perfect as staw; almost flawless ~
So yea, it shouldn't be like; awwwhhhs, staw & I can nv be tgt, hence no more great guys alrdy.
We never know; as long as staw can do it, I believe the others in cultivation can too! :D
& Yes, shiqi can do it too !! :DD

Let your true-self guide your fore-self
Don't let your fore-self destory your true-self

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 7:26 AM

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