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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Hello (:
I'm back home, yeah, just back home.
Home from sengkang, or rather pasir ris, was a long journey.
A long journey sets me thinking again ~
As usual, thought of the happy times with kiiats.
No longer crying for that, instead, I'm smiling.
After few weeks, I evaluted days without him;
Without his protection, there's still twinny & fotang mates yeaa.
But I realise it's different, something's just missing inside.
That's when I realise, it's love.
I know we once loved before,
& it's the love which kept me smiling. (:

Yes, I know, it's over. ;x
No hatred, because too much love.
My friend shared her story with me (didn't want to say who)
She told me that her ex left her and go on with the other girl;
or worse still, kinda dated another girl while they were still tgt.
But now, she say that the guy also faces this problem,
his girlfriend sort of lied to him & went out with other guys.
The moral of the story is - What goes around comes around.
Which led me to think of, what happens if one day she dumped you for another guy?
You might come back and say sorry, for stabbing me so hard previously.
But I know, I'll just hug you and tell you it's perfectly fine, everything gonna be fine.
We'll never ever get together again because I know we can't work it out.
It's okay, even though I love you (once).
Friends, I'll be by your side when you need me [:

Learnt quite a lot, thought through many things.
Lesson #1 - Friends, you need to be there by their side whenever they need;
but don't expect them to treat you like how you treat them.
Don't expect them to treat you as best in their heart.
Lesson #2 - Draw a line with boy-friends; & never be too close with a boy who has a girlf.
I need to learn to draw that line cos I always enjoy being doted by boy-friends; not anymore.
Being close to a boy who has a girlf, might make you a little happier, but unknowingly causing pains to his girlfriend, unknowingly kind of breaking their bonds.
Lesson #3 - Blessings; I'm too blessed and so, kiiats shouldn't be for me. God's fair, I had a perfect family, wonderful friends like twinny and staw with me. Too blessed for more.
Lesson #4 - Although blessed, no one will help me this time, because it's time for me to learn independence. To be strong, I need to learn independence. If I continue seeking help from people, I will not be able to grow. This is a test that I need to go through, set by God. DCS said that in life, you got to be tortured in order to grow; so go ahead and let yourself suffer. If you do not suffer, you will not grow.
Lesson #5 - Realises how much more I could do without ex; satisfied with my efforts. (; Going to move on to prove to staw I'll be stong, no one needed; not even staw.
Lesson #6 - When strong-ness is achieved, one must not be proud; not be high up, looking to others below. Strong + Mercy; that's what I seek.
Lesson #7 - Perfect wisdom and perfect character is what I'm going for, understand it's not easy; but with a will, there's always a way. A saying goes "There's no perfection in this world"; however, I feels that everyone should try to achieve perfection.

Everything starts with me ~ :D

shiqi-smiling :DDD @ 12:21 AM

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SHAUPILLIES;棋♥
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